LSD seemed like the one solution where he could bury all his suffering throw his pain down into the ocean forget about the feeling he's battling so into his throat he pours the potion
He overshadows his fears with this medicine hoping it would vanish the images he saw that he could sleep a night without shaking and the terrible nightmares that his mind had drawn but still he felt the pain and still, he felt gone
Inside his head there was a storm where his conciousness battles to survive where his worst demons are killed and born and it's always as dark as night through thought he fights to feel right
Hiding under concrete, 64 stories his skin so pale for he'd not seen the sun killing cigarettes and lighting up memories feeling like he's being juggled by a clown no destination, spinning around, trembling down
He never saw the light for this medicine blinded his eyes with temporary delight.