I wake up with crust shut eyes from crying myself to sleep I drag myself out of bed and force myself to face the day I fight the urge to cry at least ten times each day I wish someone could take this pain away I put on a smile and tell myself, just a little while longer And finally I've made it half way The evening has hit and soon I can quit I can lay and sulk my night away I cry myself to sleep and call it another defeat as I wait for My eyes to crust up Then I wake up and do it all over again