I first meet you, my heart fluttered. Came home that night cheeks red and flustered.
I knew I had met the man of my dreams.
Try to give you everything you want and need.
Situations made it hard and stressful.
We lost a baby and now your mother is destroying us, a couple once so special.
But I still stayed by my man, trying to be the rock.
But now we don't sleep in the same bed, instead we just stare at the clock.
I hurt and cry and decide to scream out.
Anything to make you realize that there was something wrong, no doubt.
I tried and tried to get myself out of depression.
Of not feeling you there, no love, just frustration.
You said mean things, that made me turn away from you.
Feeling like we are getting close to ending this, we are just about through.
So now
my heart aches to stay but my mind wanders off.
I pick a sunflower, "He loves me. He loves me not"
I try to stay strong but become so weak.
I never feel your sympathy and we grow apart each week.
I try to build us back up, but we always fall.
I am struggling to get back up and now I am limited to a crawl.
So now as my heart aches I have to let you go.
Not only will I let you down but myself too, you don't even love me like you used to.
You cry and beg for me to stay.
And deep down I want to just crawl in your arms and lay.
Because forever in my heart I know you will be the one.
Forever and always Steven you will be in my heart, never gone.