I'm going to rile my way
out of this hollow
I will do what I must,
beg steal & borrow

I'm spitting bile today
venom laced with sorrow
there's no one I trust
no patience for tomorrow

I'm not going to smile today
let them all think I'm insane
I'll use words like
**** and *******
and I'll take Christ's name in vain

I won't walk a mile today
not in anyone else's shoes
my feet are just to big,
already tripping over the blues

I won't write with style today
I'll ***** these words onto paper
because I woke up on cold tile today,
realized I'm just a bottom-scraper.