Not just yet.


I am not ready to let you  go
Not quite yet.
Time passes so slowly
Since I lost you.
Sleep is only possible
because I still have you
safe in my dreams
Where pain and loss
does not exist.
and we still live as one.

I know I am disturbing your
new ghostly life.
And perhaps I am not
letting you go  as I should.
Tears have dried up now
I have no more left.inside.
But I still awaken
Searching for you
Next to me.

How often I pour
two cups of tea.
Just to feel you there.
I promise
I will let you go soon honey..
But not right now
Not just yet