Sometimes I feel like I'm being buried alive
I try to get out of the hole I'm in and every time I feel like I'm making progress
I get pushed further into a hole
Maybe I'm going crazy and this is just the start of it
maybe I'm just worrying too much and I need to take a step back and focus on the main problem
I feel helpless and ignored when I feel,this way
like I'm screaming and no one wants to hear me
Maybe I don't need help
I'm just scared to trust myself
I know I will get through this but after this comes happiness
and happiness scares the **** out of me.