I'm a very strong person
I can handle a lot
but sometimes I break down and cry
when I feel I've had enough
I can fake a smile like most people
but I don't like to deny my pain
I'm not afraid to feel broken
I don't freak out from a little rain
I know everything happens for a reason
but I can't help to question my exsistence
sometimes I feel like I'm not meant to be here
I overwhelm myself with unanswered questions
Sometimes I feel like I'm in a dream
and no matter what I can't wake up
I get myself worked up for no reason
until I eventually throw up
No one understands what it's like
to live in a mind of racing thoughts
Sometimes I want to blow my brains out
just to shut the voices up
No matter what my strength always speaks for itself
I've come to terms with who I am
I'm proud to not be like everyone