I know that you feel that you have to cut yourself to feel alive. But there is something greater that shall give you the power to live. The power to grow and know that you are worthy of true Life. Because he shall move in with your Spirit and break bread with you. He holds true and has the power to make you into a better woman. When he Loves you and becomes an major part of your Life. No one shall be able to break you up for he is our Daddy God. He shall move in with you too my brothers once you call upon him. Asking him to help you manage your life because you can not do it. Then he shall move into your body Brothers and sisters to be your helper. For he loves us each and every one of us with an great love indeed.