I remember the first time I fell in love.
It never had hurt so much.

Never would I tell my friends,
They didn’t wanted me to have a boyfriend.
I felt different,
But I did liked him.

I loved this guy from far away,
not assuming that I was gay.
I wrote him poems and songs,
I kept them for me, knowing that it was wrong.
I saw him fall in love, in front of my eyes.
It was too much. I needed to tell him, even knowing it has a price.

I walked to him,
Then, I had this feeling.
My stomach was hurting,
The stress was coming.
I looked him in the eyes,
Then look at the sky.
I opened my mouth and then,
The word came out.
‘’I love You’’

He laughed.
I wanted to hide.
But I didn’t had the time.
My nose was bleeding,
And my head was hurting.
Thats not all,
I wasn’t able to stop to bawl.
He treated me of little girl,
But he still was my pearl.
I loved him, but he didn’t.

I remember the first time I fell in love.

It never had hurt so much.