"He'll never be yours...." "Never truly" she says "in the ways that you need.." and I agree... yet I explain "he's sun in the windowless cell" "the break in the clouds when it has been raining for days" "that warm sunny day in the middle of snow" "he's what I hang on to when there's no place to go" "he's the one human being that I feel in my soul" So in a way... He's already mine.....