I do not really like the fact that I have a file.  
I find it in some way less than ideal or dehumanizing.

Maybe that is not the right word.
Having a file kept on me
Makes me feel somewhat like some kind of test subject.

I realize that this is just the protocol.
But I would rather not have a file be kept on me.  

It is important for me in our meetings that I feel
That I am your friend

Although I know I am your client
I also hope you also think of me as your friend
In some manner.

When I think that there is a file about me
I don't know
I just think of it as being less than ideal