drums angry play guitar one-handed write poetry free versed waste precious time pretending to make a difference while what matters is daily effort I give little thought to rent is due and electric is oh hell I pay when they cut me off I am interested in seeing faces in the paint splatters randomly or watching how concrete is soft and forms a surface studying the construction of a dead bird or how nature rebuilds when cut or burned down cats and dogs on the street how they find anything to eat how eyes look away from me continuously.