a cold evening
the icy floor
the way it touches my feet
makes me shiver to my core

as i ponder on thoughts
on what seems to be nonsense
doesn't explain anything
that makes my whole body tense

but as I go deeper to my mind
tears roll down my face
carelessly looking for
reasons I can't find

the cause of my despair
the reason of my depression
those I will never find
with this meaningless expression