Are my mistakes causing rushed thoughts?
Am I making a mistake?
Is my mind in the wrong place?
Too many questions
Too much thinking
Too much sinking
I feel rushed
Smushed
Pushed
Hushed
Discussion is long
I don't feel the love
I have been doing the bad thing
I have been mixing the wrong things
Taking daily medicine
To cure my ill
I have shame to deal with
I rush and mumble my songs
And shake and tremble my paragraphs
I'm afraid I won't stop talking
I'm afraid I won't stop hallucinating
Fantasizing
Criticizing
Rationalizing
Always stroking myself
Others
Stroking
I love that band
Maybe they're stroking my pain
I'm in so much pain
I can't even feel any of the pain
I just think I feel it
But it's not really felt
I'm jumping from one idea to another
I know
I verbalize
I narrate
Every breath I intake
I suggest
Salivate
Enunciate
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