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Philia Sep 2018
"I love you,
please don't leave me.",
he said.

I smiled.
I reply nothing.

For all my life,
I used to be that someone that said,
"I love you too."
"it's always been you."

I once to be that person who gave those empty words,
as I live happily after they left me.

I didn't see the need of giving those *******
to you;
as you are the one I care about.

I cannot lie to you;
& to myself.

But, I promise you,
for sure;
when I do really love you.
& I do really want to live my life with you in it,
Every day.
I'll let you know.

-
Philia Aug 2018
“I know you love Sailor Moon, right.
There are plenty of Sailor Moon’s stuffs,
Here in Japan. What Sailor is your favorite?”

”Sailor Mars.”

“The red one? Okay, I’ll bring Sailor Mars’  for you. When I get home. I’ll see you next year?”

“I’ll see you next year.”

.. but we never meet. Never again.
Philia Aug 2018
After 6 years,
there you are,
in my dream;
smiling, laughing.
Just like 10 years ago.

It was a snowy day,
well, I don’t know where we are.
But you were in 10-years younger version of yourself,
Wearing a black long coat,
Smiling at me;
Walk beside me.

It’s funny, that I subconsciously force myself to remember you.
& 29th of August.

-29/08
Philia Aug 2018
”you don’t change a bit. Do you?”;
-You said it for the fifth or maybe sixth times, last night.

Well, it’s only been six months.
& I question myself while looking at you.

Puzzled.

For *who the hell are you.


Well it’s only been six months.
& I didn’t even recognize you.
Philia Aug 2018
The more my heart gets hurt,
The more I hurt their hearts.
&
The colder my heart becomes.
-
Philia Jul 2018
She probably shouldn't talk about him ever again,
Since she is the one who left him without a trace.
She probably should leave him alone,
and stop regretting things that happened because of her own fault.

But today, please let her ramble about him.
For the very last time.

When she met The Taurian that Summer,
She thought nothing would ever happen.
A little chit-chat here and there,
Laughing for some high school memories,
life update, and lastly, a few selfies won't hurt anybody.

Before he left her at the MRT Station, he said that,
He would go to Japan. For 6 months.
She nodded.
She didn't notice,
that he will be the one that haunts her mind for a good 3 years.

They texted like crazy.
He never dates anybody before,
She might be the first gal that showered with his attention.

It was all making her so happy.
Well, she thought she fell for him.

That one night, She received a postcard from him
the one that she puts on her bible.
& other night, He sent her a Merry Christmas note with a big Christmas tree in Osaka, Japan.

But then, she left him.
She left him;
She thought, she loved him.
She thought everything that she ever asked for is that Taurian.

But he isn't.

He is indeed haunting her mind.
He is indeed making her sorry.

But maybe it's too late.
Philia Jul 2018
Why don't you just sit;
and smell the flowers.

Why don't you just enjoy the moments,
Why do you have to figure out, what's before you?

Why don't you just relax,
smell the breeze of the ocean,
feel the Sun shines on your skin,
and just feel happy about that.

Why do you have to seek for certainties,
why do you have to demand all things to be in the right places.

Why can't you just take a deep breath,
and smile for things that are happened.

Why can't you just hold my hand, and be content

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