Philia

Philia Aug 2016

She is a story-teller;
She told him everything and every single random thoughts she has.

She told him about her story,
She told him about her day and night,
She told him about her dreams,
She told him about her thoughts,
She told him about her anger,
She told him about her confusion,
She told him about her past and plans,
She told him about her favorite football player,
She told him about her belief and faith,
She told him about her sadness and everything that bothers her,
She told him about her stupid jokes,
She told him about everything.

*except her feelings to him.

Philia Aug 2016

That One Guy.

She's not a girl who talks about falling in love,
and write about it.
She talks about broken heart, uncertainties, pain, and reality.

She's not a girl who loves cute dress, heels, and glitters;
and wear it like the other girls.
She wears t-shirt and sneakers.

She's not a girl who is sensitive enough to read someone's eye,
and guessing their feelings.
She doesn't give a **** about someone's feelings.

But there will be always that one guy who change everything;
Everything about her;
her perception;
her heart.

Because now,
She talks about love, and she writes about it. Every night.
She tries to wear a cute dress and has some makeup on.
She knows what's in his eye and knows his feelings.

Philia Aug 2016

What could be better?

When you look me in the eyes,
When you hold my hand tight,
When you touch my cheek,
When you talk to me,
When you hug me tight,

..is when I know what could be better,
what could be nicer,
what could be lovelier,
than let your arms all around me,
and mine all around you..
For a while..

It feels like,
I know for sure;
that everything's gonna be alright.

Philia Aug 2016

The Hug.

"Can I hug you?",
He said.
She smiled, then hug him tight.

He always loves her hugs,
But she thinks, it's much more than that.

His hugs,* makes her feels like she's at home.

Philia Aug 2016

The Eyes.

He said,
"I like your eyes,
No, I love your eyes."

"Your eyes is full of compassion,
they are so beautiful,
And I love them."

With these eyes,
I look at him,
& Only him.

Philia Aug 2016

Friend Zone.

We both know that we are so special to each other,
but we both know that this won't go anywhere.
But I know, what we have is real.

Philia Jul 2016

The Best Friend.

You always said,
"I always believe that there's a good guy for you,
somewhere, out there."

You always told me,
"fall for someone that does not only give you comfort,
but also the one that makes you fall for his personality."

"the one that loves you so much,
the one that can lead the relationship,
the one that can make you listen,
the one who will always get you excited,

You always said to me,
"I hope you are in the good hand someday,
so, I can leave you in peace.

I always smiled when you start rambling about this,
what if,
someday I tell you,
"I've found that guy."
Will you be surprised, if I say, **it is you?