I remember those words
A rushing wave of euphoria rushes over me suddenly
I am now revived.

Use your eyes
To memorize my beating
Heart that is failing

I wish my former girlfriends the best
Hoping their life is entangled in pure zest
I'll wear my crest
Proudly and amend
The scratches and tears bestowed upon it
During the forgery of our escapades.

If you ask me what excites me
I'd tell you
the way her beautiful smiles sets off when she sees me from far away
Just like yesterday, I'm in love today

Sometimes i laugh at the response of something overwhelming me
I kind of like it at times
It's quite a high that doesn't damage me

My heart rises
When I see your bubbily, irresistible eyes
I can't lie

She's looking for a guy
Who doesn't want to party every day in his life
And actually studies his tests
She's started her own since she's put High School to rest
Finding a decent guy is like listening to an ongoing pest
For hours and hours on end
She's stared down at the floor
Always wanting more
Than what's she's gotten
Every Apple she picked off the tree
Is rotten.

I only take a swing
At the ball that's worth hitting
I'm not going to go for each one, who am I kidding?
It's like a phychlogical bidding
It may not work out in the end
It may not suffice at all
Hence why I stay reticent and stall
But I push myself a little more now
I get castigated for taking a shot
It gets lonely at the top
So what if I flop
I have a million dollar shine
No more staring at the vines
Just pure courage
It may not happen
But I don't care
I could end up winning for life
By taking that chance
I want my words to make her dance
And to see verification in my stance

If you ask the question if you're special
You should know the answer
Insecurity should be quelled
By what I do
I think talk is cheap until the actions push the envelope
Your soul is too resplendent for this morbid ending to the story
I felt like you can do better
Than I realize that I am the better
Not because I'm fervently egotistical
But because I cater to your waves of emotions
I do more than I ever thought I would
There's nice things I would do for everyone
Then there's nicer things I would do for you
If you want to ensure my words congeal
Ask away beloved
I'll say Yes II to them all

As long as your ghost towns lose sense of vacancy
And your mind is filled with more red than blue on the X-rays
I have done my part
And never will I part from you
You have echoed something I've never heard before
And I want to dive deeper into it
Forget the repercussions
As long as my soul becomes more opulent
I will forget what it means to be transient
These feelings shall remain forever

Some people don't like pale
But I'm as attracted to it as an alchoholist is to ale
They've been accepted to my college of appeal
Which is my version of Yale
Pale girls do it well, I think

I like to play with my *****
And by that
I mean my cat
You pervert.

Most of me
Feels sorry for others suffering
And instead of complaining about the video buffering
I'm trying to showcase help
This world makes me say whelp
I have to be the source of all the solutions
But instead of finding conclusion
People just avert me with verbal intrusions
Telling me i care too much and I'm in delusion
But i think my life speaks other wise
But i don't expect you to know
I do expect better out of you
Because that's how i think
I know it's oddly distinct
Most of us are just souls tapering off into the rink
Ready to get pushed and shoved down

The best poet ever is the one who looks at you like nothing else
And they would dissolve into ashes if they were without you
Its a hefty responsibility
Holding a life in your hands
That's why love
Is so hard to understand.

You're in trouble
We think its double
And now were going to silently burst the bubble
Were going to reduce your isolation to rubble
I know to some this isn't subtle
But it shouldn't be
No, it shouldn't be
Your life went downhill fast
And you were a victim
I'm so sorry we erroded our common sense and clashed here and there
The fault is mine and for that I'm sorry
I remember the potential you had shown when we were little
Year by year we drifted apart
But I never wanted to see your life fall apart
I haven't treated you the best but I do care
I'm just a ****** sometimes cause I'm mad at myself or something else
No excuses, blame it on me still
Life has stood still
For a few moments
Because we don't know what happened to you
And we're fearing the worst
We hope you didn't do what you think
Please stay strong
You don't deserve any of this
I'm rushed with guilt for the past
But I'm going to make it up now
And were going to get revenge for you somehow
We got your back

When all I have is strength
It's still a fallacy
Save the formalities
I know what's been coming out of me
I'm not losing this battle
But its still hard to accept
The fact that some people easily delve into death
I try to save my breath
But I'm running out
You just won't know
Because I am on my path to become unmendered
And running towards the story where I'm a contender
I didn't mean to break your fender
I'll be a quick sender
And settle it as fast as possible
Bare with me
But don't bear with me
I'd prefer not to be stuck in another wild
Mine is already rigid enough
Life is a fitness test and I have to hang tough

I'm looking to rest
My beating heart
In your soft, smooth arms
Being connected to a subtle goddess
All she deserves is something modest
Your chest I want to rest
On into nightly peace
Security is what I feel
Your doubt's I always will repeal
When I love, it's for real
I'm here because everything you are has impress
Not just to see you undress
You are not someone to be controlled or abused
You are an embodiment of perfection
That chooses me among many other man
Her love is something you earn
I'll always try harder

If I have to sum you up in one big word
It would be
Resplendence

A prominent walk that commands attention
Serious look, sometimes intimidating
Not the kind of man you would think spending hours crying over her
I felt the *** stir
The attachment is a blur
It makes sense
How could I be so dense?
I only blame myself
I'm cursed with brute strength and softness
You might not find error in it
But I question it daily

You're holding back tears in your eyes
That's when I realized
I made some giant mistakes
Wanting to burn my past sentences and comments at the stake
Aspiring not to be a flake
I'm not going to push anything and see how much you can take
I'm going to erase the lines we put in the sand
Hopefully the rest will understand.

A benignant person
Deserves everything and more
Only fate knows what's in store
The negativity we'll try to ignore
Throughout the verbal blood and gore
We'll dance until we're sore
As the best is yet to come
The lonely are never out of ***
And the prudes are never out of gum.

Dreaming in my mind
All those flashing lights and me waving my hand
Waking up to stardom with my friends
Who can be called the Justice League of Awesome
I hope DC doesn't get ******
But we don't like to be dismissed
We want to excel in this brutal world
And I'm trying to find a way to succeed and its making my head swirl
"That's never going to happen"
"Impossible"
I could keep thinking of the responses as I laugh
Show and Tell is going to need some million dollar commercials
I don't need to hope
I just will
Plain and simple
Not even the odds are going to stop me
I'm a blockade of optimism
This isn't a euphemism
Even though I enjoy living in those
You better drink before you spit fire out of the hose
Because that's the way it goes
Friend or Foe
Ride or die
No more dreaming and thinking of what it could be and ask why
No more watching paint dry
All the doubt's are going to be the fish that fry
I will
I can tell into the future without being physically able
The Fortune Tellers are going to be out of work
After my first few chapters of this story are told
Behold

She hates herself and wishes she was dead
I'm imagining our hands locked as we wed off into a honeymoon in my head
She's so beautiful inside and out that I can't fathom her self hatred
I was made for something, I was made for this
Meet me halfway
Or let your misery stay
I think about your well being all day
To the point that all I want for you to is to get better
I sincerely hope a man out there treats you like I did
It's never been about me
So I won't end that

Humans never learn?
Just the ones who don't take a second to think.
Humans learn more than the animals here.

My thoughts can be like the bottom of the ocean floor
Nothing and going nowhere
I hate this darkness, when will I get light?
It's limited here
So every time a torch is available
I take advantage of it.
Where else can I look to find the lighter world?

She'll be in front of a mirror forever
Worried to death she's lost her appeal
But I take one look at her and be amazed
Worrying that I'll finish early when we start
Because she's so gorgeous that I can't handle
My urges to express
That in my male anatomy
There's not much else I'd enjoy just as much
Then spending the rest of my life losing my breath
To such a beauty
I can't imagine a loveless marriage
I'd be thinking
How can I make her scream in pleasure louder then last time?
It is a musical score that puts romanticism to shame.

I am glad I'm not immortal

I hate wasting words
Like when people say they're going to do something but they never do
Yeah, just like that.

If he only likes you when your clothes are off
You know you have the wrong candidate for your special heart
Keep them on
That's the old trick in the book that's shamingly overused
Shine your humanity onto me
Not your body
That's for later if a connection is ever fully established
It should be the last thing on the bucket list of bonding.

We have a sense of belonging
I am always longing
For much more beyond the human comprehension
Something always grabs my attention
Dispersing me from what's important
But I'm a loose ***** on the course of what is important and isn't
Even the words on the paper don't always convince me
Sometimes I get a square one hunch
And just want to feed myself a lunch
That will nurture me in a way that will benefit me.

No matter what I do
Don't forget me

Just like those people who stop at resturaunts to go to the bathroom and leave
I feel the same exact way with people using me
I don't know if some of them will ever notice that I deserve emotional profit too

If i just wanted nooki
I'd just go Downtown
Where all the lost girls hook for money
And i think you're capable of more, honey
But i'm not judging you
It's never been about that
But the question pops in my mind, why so low on yourself?
But then i come back to my thoughts
Because i'm getting too distraught
If i just wanted that, why would i even make an effort?
Why would i even bother with you?
Ask yourself that question
And realize the motives i have
I want to make you better
Not maul your soul and make you feel numb
I don't want anyone making you feel dumb
You're truly magnificent, nobody should tell you otherwise
I wish the girls that hook thought that way about themselves
I want to be in your life, i hope you know
Before you run away
Before you tell yourself something you will believe that's not true
I don't want you to break this off and regret it
I'm not like the rest, that notion i detest
I hate wasted words, you should know
So let me set my transparent example
Just like the well known Preamble
I only want to swim in your ocean
No-one else's.

I would cast a shadow
But you’re already there
I would leave this house
But I’m caught by the style of your hair
I can’t show up out of nowhere, no that wouldn’t be fair
The planet is my lair
Feeling only the swiftness of the air
You’re the reason why a shadow like me would care
I’m just a shadow, who wouldn’t dare
Dare to care
I’m as broken as broken could be as a shadow
The weeping willows are really weeping
Their life is slowly depleting
They can relate to me
We’re falling under
We don’t want be shadows any more
We don’t want a shell
Or something to hide in
We want to be like the rest
The alive
We feel like Spalding in Cast Away
We can’t respond back
We desperately want to
We hear your cries and pain
But were quieter than the uniqueness in the rain
We are screaming your name
But it won’t do any good
Our goose is overcooked
And now we have to sit back and face facts
Opposites attract
But why don’t Shadows?
Because we’re just nothing
Existing in something
The background dancers to this lifeless performance
We’re asking them to throw tomatoes at us
It’s just a given
Nobody wants to be us
Nobody has any recognition for us
That’s why we long for them to
A reason to be celebrated
If we’re not getting attention we want, than we deem ourselves as useless
But we shouldn’t, there isn’t a room for the hopeless
But everyone tells us we’re just shadows
And we won’t amount to anything
It’s so hard for some of us to not believe them
But now they’re no longer retreating from themselves
They’re deeming themselves as victorious
Because they dragged the weak down further
Because they feel like the dirtiest portion of dirt itself

You have flaws
But seemingly very few
I'm just going to keep drinking my Mountain Dew.
You're trying too hard
But thanks for the effort
Even though you gave yourself a mini panic attack over something small
It was seemingly worth it all.

It came out pouring
It's like I was meant to be
Living in storing

There's plenty of time to explain later, but for right now- we should decend into slumber.

Who wouldn't want a Lexus?
Not the one with four wheels, silly
The brazen, sweet-talking girl from Philly
You could own a hundred thousand or a Milly
It wouldn't make a difference
We all should get a glimmer of romantic inference
Once a in a day
It keeps some of the stress away
Little do you know
That the influence you bestow
Can really implement change in a heart
Watch as these oxidizing effects tear itself apart
I'm waiting for your misery to depart
Like a New York City train
She spends her weeknights crying over something so trivial
Pour her self-doubts down the drain
Where it belongs
In the sewer
Because the only man that truly deserves her
Would still be with her when her last option is staying in the sewer
Somebody get with Lexus
And make her feel the elation we've always wanted her to feel
Genuine.

Form a petition
To stop calling sleeveless shirts wifebeaters.

We seem normal
But check our vital signs
Honey, I think the kids are not doing well

Go big or go home
I dream of Rome
Forget Internet Explorer, more Google Chrome
I'm the whole package, yet they think I'm Foam
They swerve the road, hit the cones
I make one mistake, chip my bones
Then I drone
Over it
Moving onto the next big thing
I know when I make it
Because that's when the Choir sings
From the approval of others
I own this field, secretly undercover
Don't try to smuther
My potential
Chances are, you're scared of my credentials
I shoot the free throw
I'll ignore your denouncements, you already know
Who caught all those wins in a row?
Took all the losses while you complained about your bosses
This talk is preposterous
Coming in full force like a Rhinoceros
There's always a rise and fall to this

You want to know the state of America?
I know a twenty-five year old Syrian male
Getting grey hairs
From all the stress
He has endured.

I want my words to make a difference to someone
Not so they can just accept it during the moment and forget about it for eternity
What's the point of even trying when nothing matters
Progression or bust
Not deception and lust
I have a life of meaning when it's been seen as nothing for the longest time
I wasted too much time with that mentality
So now i'm unfolding the cards
And rolling out a new slogan
Anything that defies it will just have to stay behind
Make sure you keep up with me
It might start getting a little cold
A little humid
A little too much pouring
A little too windy
A little too rough.

Geminis
Will call themselves Gemin
To avoid the sensation of rhyming with lies
Because not all of us are cheating liars
If it has to be a civil war between both sectors
So be it
I'll gladly fight for love

You will never understand how bored I have gotten before
That's why there's poetry from me galore
It's one of the very few things that make any sense.

I'm the love letter you keep in your box until you open twenty years later
And you say "wow" every time
Except those words are tattooed on your heart
And you don't really need the letter
But it's there anyways

Little world inside my brain
I get lost there like stranded island survivors
And get lost in the spectrum of civilization
My mind is not the same
As the others
It's totally beautiful and a hinderance at the same time.

Finding the right one
Sure requires a lot of punches to my red-shaped heart

Baby girl
You can take my stars
As long as you don't go too far
And leave my doors ajar
I'll be content
I have immense fondness blossoming in my heart
Knowing you'd treasure something so seemfully undeserving
Of an angel
I won't let these vines untangle
If it's in the right place

The thought of you
Sticks inside my head
Like invisible glue
If it was a quiet place, I'd be all over you
Too bad life is so short
I'd give you so many lives
To become immortal through time
But I'm only human
I wish I could do more than any man has ever dreamt of before