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Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
You left me right                                                   Now not taking sides
you did what you                                                 Deep down i knew
wanted to do                                                         You did it without secound  
                                                       ­                          thought
never think                                                            ­ How I would feel
what you meant to me                                          I was RIGHT!
True                                                                                    P@ul.
355 · Mar 2013
T > H > I > S.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2013
T > H > I > S

sat   in   a   clearing
not   knowing   what   was
this   just   sat   a   drip
fell   in   and

T > H > A >T
was   that!
355 · Jan 2017
Music dribble.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2017
Music I love
it seems to love me
I can hear people that are not now alive
I put my headphones on
the people next door do not have to hear this
but at some time
I will fall asleep
and dribble on my shirt
the shirt is clean
its just me that's not
if you see me
with dribble on my shirt
\   Say  \
hey man did you have a good night.
P@ul.
355 · Jan 2016
W H O want to love me?
Paul Hardwick Jan 2016
seams no one
who will hold my hand
as I fall
as my legs have become old
however my mind is not at all
I am only rich in life
and on a good day
my eyes will see
I am always right
please do not frown
It's true for me
for I am wiser than you
in time it will change
but the past will alway's return to me
for
I am better than me
Better than you.
Boo .  Love P@ul.
355 · Sep 2015
Pick it up.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2015
Just sitting here tonight
letting the words fall from brain
and the tip of my pen
listening to some good rock and roll
wishing I could be playing my guitar
but it's getting late
and I want to keep next-door a friend
my world is feeling dark
and the sky is getting grey
think before morning it will rain
left hand hurting after my hard day working
tonight there will be no wanking
but tomorrow for sure
Pick it up.
And the beat goes on  P@ul.  ***
355 · Jul 2012
I work.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
I work in a flower shop
I get all my kicks from
customers feet
Help me take this poem further
Paul Hardwick May 2012
Mother!     I think I have fallen down a well
I am not sure how I got here
But    my body hurts like hell
So much pain I can almost see it
And be sure I can    f   e    e    l   it

Mother!       I think I have fallen down a well
I can not move my legs
They are trapped or maybe broken
My eyes are full of dirt   so I rub them
I still can not see it is dark or my   e  y  e  s   have broken

Mother!       I think I have fallen down a well
My hands feel around to see
But I find nothing but stones a soil
I cry for help but hear no sound
Then I   p     A   N  i c

Mother!       I think I have fallen down a well
This day my body will give in
My soul will be broken
And one day I will walk with you again
In heaven   God bless you mom and Brothers
And all other to whom I have never spoken
Mother!       I
                       think
                                 I have
                                             fallen
                                                        down
                                                                    a W
                                                                       E
                                                                        L
                                                                        L
To me in some strange way this is life.
355 · Apr 2015
W O r D S.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2015
Why do i express
in words the things
I car'nt say
maybe my words are my mind
which in the day
scambles on thinking things
all the things
I could not possibly say
I am sure my mind
will blow up one day
bit like an atomic bomb
and from that
we are not all coming back
i do not see me seeing black
it will be more a glow
the colours of
I car'nt imagin
though

no
I
Can not*
the river sets in the valley of life.
355 · Sep 2015
Come on really.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2015
Do stars sing songs
come on really
I know my telescope is good
the stars alway's come out bright
but my telescope has no ears
and all I see is bright light
but hear nothing
So
come on really!
P@ul.
354 · Dec 2013
Surreal Man.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2013
Tonight
I can not be sad
Even with all I have seen
                                                                  It was a pleasure then
                                                                         as we drift down onto the grass
JUst you and me
                            but my paranoid mind asked                   what was it you have seen
What are you to me                                                                           dreams of me.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2016
You know this by what you do
look up ****
your **** is up for it
but what about your hand
I will try
I know I will get cramp
on the other hand
nope same
getting cramp again
you young people
do not now how hard it is to get old
so ******* enjoy yourself


T  O  D  A   Y>

and help me out here!

ops.
Love P@ul ***.
354 · Feb 2016
Some truth about chemicals.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2016
Does chlorophyll smell?
and how does anybody know this
as every time I smell it
I fall asleep?

LSD?
Does LSD change you?
And how does anybody know?
as every time I take it
it alters my mine.

answers please on a postcard
please affix a stamp
to the usual address.

:-)
LoVe P@ul.
He he he, P@ul.
353 · Mar 2014
Mr Grimble. ** TEN WORDS**
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
Had no news!
"but man"
some great new
purple shoes.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Dear all,
           It was a new day yesurday, and tomorrow will be what it should, when I dream these dreams I feel good, do you know snow is white, not slight colour of pink.  
and when that telephone calls
           I think I have no dreams for this, so i will not answer you and say hellow.
353 · Feb 2017
On the farm.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2017
My body did walk over one of them
cattle grids
wrong shoes on
panic set in
an as man
why am wearing high heels
all I see is black and white
I was a big man prince charming
to my brain
the gaps **** me in
I fell in love with Kim
as she helped me out
her soft hands
helping me cross


P.S. Kim was my first and still best love.
P@ul. Come on You love this. X.
353 · Jun 2013
Today I found.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2013
While working very hard at work today
a splitter entered my hand
I flinched with pain
looked then pulled it out
while wondering if I could sue
and while licking my hand
I remembered you
then my mind went on some kind of tangent
remembering all the things about you.
How that as some strange try of a surreal poem.
Love you all who take the time to read this.     Paul  X:-)
352 · Mar 2014
Tim's Tip Top Time
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
Tim tipped toe
to
TIM's TipTop Time

Today.
352 · Nov 2018
Ain't NO Sanity Clause.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2018
168 pages
just to find out
in the small print
there ain't no sanity clause
contracts we sell our lives
for what security of our lives
wives, kids, all the things dear
christmas is humbug
for there
Ain't NO Sanity Clause.

MAD I'm furious.

how did you find out?

Love's Merry Christmas.


Love P@ul.
No Christmas cards, please I had about all I can take.
352 · Sep 2015
L O v E It h e r e.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2015
LOVE the interaction of you all
that's why I do it
that is why I am so proactive
please do comment
love your words to
and if I can
will replie

and yes my head is not sound
did you read my profile
most of my things are so surreal
but it feels normal to me

L  O  v   E     Y   o  u       A  l  L   ❤️
P@ul.
352 · Mar 2012
Dear Sir, 0.0.3
Paul Hardwick Mar 2012
Dear Jim,
So nice, that now you have a name, yet you think, I am at blame, selling you those Tigers, I did say never go into the cage when you feed them.
Sorry to hear about the blood posining , that has now taken your arm off.
Simbad is not so bad really, bit of an animal yes, but that is his nature.
Keep strong, and soon you will grow to love them.

Regards Paul
Not sure where this going may be pick up on it tomorrow.
351 · Feb 2015
Happy Valitines.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
@>--->----

Will it be chocolates
or maybe flowers
even a meal just for two
@ a resturaunt of your choice
or maybe just nothing
for I have
no woman
just like you.

@>--->----
Have all of you the best day posible      P@ul.
351 · Jun 2014
Surprise,
Paul Hardwick Jun 2014
And maybe
the bright among you
will have seen
that the last eight tittles
in reverse order
make
yet
another poem

If I ever
You have to Admit
WHEN
My claw hand runs deep
If you look for an answer
Do not give me that
I OFTEN FEEL
Ladies do as they please.
351 · Oct 2013
When I was just a kid.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
When I was young
I made Mary cry
in them days
the apple of my eye

We hind in shed
the difrence between
to explore
but I did hurt her soul

And after my tears
I did know I had done wrong
and that fact has taken
59 years to come out

So mary I can now shout
thank for all the shed days
and all that happened
that day.

Regards Paul
351 · Dec 2012
Pink is a colour.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Pink is a colour
but if
I spell you backwards
k n i p   are you still a colour?
and if you not can I name you?
no more pink than blue was
neither orange or green or yellow solids
your are a adventure
PINK **** what went wrong?
351 · Jan 2012
New Year TEN WORDS
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
It was
an new day
yesterday.


But an

OLD DAY NOW.
351 · Jan 2012
Just Love.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
Inside of us there is something screaming.
It just has to get out, walk about.
But I carry on regardless.

And no I can remember how it feels.
To love and hold you.
All through the night.

But then love slips alway.
Into the night, but that is so not right.
Happy holidays all
350 · Sep 2015
As I go to bed this night.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2015
As I go to bed this night
getting up early
to get ready
for my day's work

I wonder
how I will feel
as I need to deal with people
all day at work
trying to keep them happy, well and safe
for tonight I am not myself

so as I go to bed this night
I do pray
God for give my sins
make me feel right within
make me whole
tomorrow
take the shadows off my eyes
write within the words
I will need today
and together we will be whole

A M E N.
True story    P@ul.
350 · Feb 2017
Slip away out of here.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2017
When you slip into sleep
leave all you have behind you
close your eyes
dribble down your chick
I will not tell anyone
for I did not watch you
When I look into your eyes
I know that I dream
I had only one love
and that was you
feel how cold my toes feel
my heart still beats
you know
that rhythm is you
am I not a person that take me for.
OOphs  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Oct 2015
Trying to put down
the things in my head
and remembering this
think I smile for years
Teacher
come in and said
look at the blackboard
while I go through it.
Still makes me smile    P@ul. ***.
350 · Feb 2012
Baby me.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2012
Light hit me in the eyes.
I was upset.
I cried.
But it hurt my eyes.
I was so warm now, I am not.
Well that, now I forgot.
Just to be here.

Mom is that clear?
350 · Mar 2015
Dark Matter.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Dark Matter
are really there
passing through me
leaving the room
and dose it
Matter @ All?

Question in my head
are some of your friends Quarks
or the elusive
Higgs Boson
how will I ever know

What do you
Dark Matter
mean to me
pass through me
as if I care

No Matter as if I care
Dark Matter
are you even there?
try not to mess me hair.
?     Should not watch evening TV    :=)    P@ul
350 · Jun 2015
Ripples in the pond.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2015
As I cry and the tears fall from eyes
looking at myself in the mirror of the pound
tear drops fall
ripples come out
growing as they go
into waves
remind me
never to cry into the sea!
♥ P@ul.   :-)
350 · Jul 2012
Just is.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
she asked me
of tomorrow
but if all this
if it has a reason
we will be the last to know
then she asked of solution
but baby
in my mind i do not know
but i know  and smoked
lot of grass
and I have seen people
with stones in there eyes
if i was the leder of this land
and if i was to die tonight
i would be a complete man
and I feel aright.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2014
When I pick up my guitar at night
   This is what happens to me
      I get lost in Rock Roll.

            It's like loosing my mine
                 I's it just me
                    That feels it.

Or are we going to Rock and Roll all night
                            One step to the left, two right.

                                                         ­                     P@ul
True Story                     P@ul.
349 · May 2012
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Paul Hardwick May 2012
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Dot stopped
Gave that feeling for free
Gave the end of the line
Dot you and I have a lot in common
You and Me.
349 · Nov 2017
Twice before the once.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2017
Count to three
that's what my manager told me
hold your breath
Count twice before one
but then what else
do I exploded
or count again
to
Twice before the once
goes off
hold's the rager muffin up by the neck
I hate kids shows
gives him back his breath
seems to be crying now
much more Hubble
feel sorry now
kids are a security nightmare
they cry when hurt
but up to then
they create **** all around them
in my, youth you paid for it

Health and Shafty went mad
Nuclear explosion
All quiet now.

Like NO!
Love P@ul.
349 · Aug 2013
Night to Day.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
Night to Day
when my eyes open
it turns night into day
that shines like a beacon
into my very soul
so what do i do
I get up
there was a light
there was a formula
that wakes my soul
and restarts that heart of mine
so i begin my day.
Surreal poem No. 1. in e flat, so how about that.
Paul

Witten for the people that find it hard to get up.    come on in the water is beautiful.
349 · Dec 2012
ChRiSTmass Poem.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Why does SANTA

Have no children?

He only come once a year

and then it is down a chimney.


meRRy ChRISTmass ALL.
349 · Jan 2013
writing is like.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2013
Writing is like standing in the middle of no where
that's where we begin, and hopeing the day will get better
and the sun will shine on what's now seems so dim
the pen, the hand, will then begin
and the brain will kick in.
348 · Jan 2017
Dip my toe.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2017
Open and shut
feel the
temperature of the time
that I feel
know that we
where never right
for love
I knew that last night
after I ****** your toe
did not taste right


Sad   BUT  Shut the **** up
you want me
and I want you
but nobody seems to mind
as we part
of our dreams
just had dip in toe.
P@ul.  Soft is the feeling. ***.
348 · Jan 2014
I have colours in my mind.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
Grey's of places I have been
in places where I have seen
but you run through my mind
now that it is lateral think
I am looking inside of my own heart
sunshine of places of what was me and you.

blink and you will miss it
how are you going feel when your woman
is with another man
traveling in the dark, can not see anything
laying here, talking to the moon
talking to what was.

Tell me please
What do you see
for my life is hurting
I have no blinding light
so I just lay in the radiation of the sun of night
Moon You Tell Me Alot!
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Hang just Hung
Hang Over Spent the day with me.
Paul Hardwick Sep 2013
When I feel you words
it is plane to me that GOD
has touch my soul
when I see the beauty of frost on a bush
when my breath hangs on the air
my words I can see
hanging there
when the rain does fall when the sun comes out
beautiful colours in the air
Then I know
GOD has touched my very soul
and that makes my spirit hop
and my heart feel good.
348 · Nov 2013
???
Paul Hardwick Nov 2013
???
Woman you tried to to hold me down
and control me, but being me
that was not what I am about
woman not knowing me
was what set you free
from all the pain you felt.
347 · Apr 2012
Why do I have to get old?
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
Why do I have to get old?
So why dose skin so fold
And that was not there yesterday
My mind forgets things
Invents things anew
I did not choose to be born
Why do I have to get old?
347 · Apr 2016
Is that a hole?
Paul Hardwick Apr 2016
Look what I have seen
there is hole in space
maybe fall in-between
slide from this universe
into one never seen
a new man hole
one step
will let you fall
from this life
to where man has never been
sorry to tell you this
but that hole
is in my brain
yes It looks like a rabbit hole
there is shrubs and stuff
just not trying to fall asleep
or aliases virgina will peep.
P@ul.
347 · Feb 2016
Princesses and Princes.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2016
There are knowing
so many of you
two things I have known
OF both of you
one is always right
and the other
likes standing
on tip toes
which one is which
whom knows
both as moody as the other
but both into fastion
and designer clothes
.
.
.
True story P@ul.
347 · Dec 2014
This and that Happy.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2014
Turn me over
I am done on this side
and lets see the other side
of me
I dare you
lick my page
My life
My ex wife
and your legal eagle
cut of my flesh with you knife
and try to sell it back to me
and
the darkness
hangs over me

But
I
am
alright


and still


the page


will
stay








W           H          I      T        E.
:-)    Did you know my sea
is an ocean
P@ul.
347 · Jan 2014
I S t i m e .
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
I   S               t  i  m  e  .
i n    m  y   h e a d  ?

or
in
my
heart
a
question
I
now
often
ask.

I
T  h  i  n  k
t    i   m  e
i   s
m  e.
347 · Mar 2015
Hurry up.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
For my mind tonight
is like a google feaste
eat
it all
up and then come
back for more.

Out of sight last night.

Now what I am I not sure
knowing only what am for sure.

hurru up
get your request in.

for it may be no more!

just this people see
get a request in
make me write it see.
Your Marvelness so surreal it so shows

P@ul.
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