when i was boy
i watched cool stuff
but now i am old
the stuff is all the same
not stimulating my mind
and young people remember this
my mind is more able
and today i feel myself Shinkansen .


Work that out for your self suckers!

BRINK
now when I hear that, makes me feel so on edge,
or was that the novel by Ilene Over
I forget.

any way not climbing up there today
as King Kong said
hate flying things them ******* sting

LEMONDADE
like your mother made, just the right amount of sweetness.

and have you seen my teeth
more holes than any volcano.

BUBBLES
was our one eye dog, lost its tail in a lawnmower and balance.

really bad to take for a walk.

:-)  P@ul.

Just sitting
listening to Alan Parsons
Rubbing Germolene
into my arm
after a battal with the roses
in my garden
rubbing in Germolene
as my arms now stinging
trying to relax
picking up my pen
and writting words down
try to make sense of them all
as the fumes
of the Germolene ant nice
but stopped the stinging in my arm
Germolene
the gardeners
best friend
and makes you smell like
you've just come
from the gym
P@ul.

This is what it is
as I hear the sounds
as I drift around somewhere in the background
I still can hear those words so clear
but for the life of me
I find it hard to clarify them
what did I hear again
there they go again
and what does that mean
I think they say

NIL  BY  MOUTH.

You taste
Salt
That is my waking day
Working Day.

Taken into the boardroom
and sitting on a really big chair
the MD did say
I see some new faces
at that Mrs Brink over the side giggle away
and did stare right back at me
then right on the left front me
Mrs Bossom did wink at me
I blushed think I got that right
for I was not used to the boardroom dancing shoes
or the way they move
so I got right up on that boardroom table
hitting my head on the lights
and unbuttoning my shirt
did dance on
one step to the left two right
till I came to brink
at that I fell right off.


True story

Patricia pancake maker
Passing your store day after day
and watching you as you make
Patricia Pancakes
caressing the batter as you do
and making
all the crape things you do
Patricia
I just can not tell you!

Left leg up
left leg down
that way i move around
sick from the view
that I have seen
keep on moving that left leg around
only feeling complete
when the right leg
joins in that dance
that is really in my head
my imagination

WE got the LIGHTS on
but have my eyes shut so I can see
no horizon, standing alone
on the roof of my shed
which the shed of my head

left leg down
that way i move around*.

About six years old
fell in love @ playgroup
with a girl
her name
Mary Jane
@ 18
met her again
now all she dose
is play
with my
brain.

be warned.

Like do not call me four eyes
because I have windows before my eyes
could have been on a iMAC to
so F**k you
just carn't afford it right now
but my house
has iWindows
3 at the front
4 at the back
which I use a lot.

Dizzyness
in my head
I did
I did felt myself go
right away for here
to where this day
I still do not know
I remember seeing white rabbits and queens
but woke in a hospital
did that pill you gave me do anything at all?

Wars come and go,
what remains is the truth.


W          A        R  .

You have to admit
I give something
you just can not give back
I make you happy
then make you sad
I make you feel
like you should do
now you You have to admit THAT!

My mind
is like a room
with a view
painting pictures of you
inside
so I can bring them back to me
make me just feel
to carry on
Out here I do not feel comfortable b
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**** I have fallen off











Just joking

P@ul.

A mickle Muss daisy stands all alone
gravity does not pull in down
it defies all laws, it has no roots
it should not stand there
but it does
it is a prince of a flower
it grows on dreams
and all the spent emotions of most things
happy Mickel Muss.

My mind closes down
my heart skips beats
my blood does not flow
it makes hard to think
my blood flows again
most to my hips
my mind shuts down
my thighs takes over
smelling the presence of you
and the love in your eyes
my mind flips
the next thing I know
I am at your hips
in my defense
I think you wanted this
the misery of love ends.

See what life gives to me
before you ever judge me
look and see
never stay in your tree. Think of me.

Before
you empty your head
@ me.

Look @ the good
in me
all the tricks i have.

and then think
what do you have
and come back to me.

when I cut myself I ble@ds.

Man I was there
that night when your mind
went into melt down
did not know
you had that fight in you
sort of shame me
built up castles of these times
now I running out of control
mind free
now the court ask me
was this man helping himself
I was there man thats how it went down
all I could say It was
mirror it any why
the reflections will tell you so.

I wonder if I ever had love
But I was told I can
I am man
what are these waves
that come over me
that makes me take your hand
and recite a verse
some one touched me last night and told me I am looking well
some one was last night.

As a parent
I had many times
of saying no
and that's final
you know it hurts
but have no other option
but with adults
it is a mammoth task
for they think of why
and that's why I say

NO! just F**k OFF.

The job is done or is it


.


?

Like me
Do I care
THis night
People like me
mostly on my own
cofirm to me
I am like this you see
sort come to me natural
when all my thoughts
are       far           away
with people I know
People like me
are better off
on there own.

Best bibs on
no dribbling in public
carry me safe in your hands
do not drop me
or I will walk away
and you know that will
**** uncle Sam's peacemaker up
so do not get
another death on your hands
there not mushroom down here
and I would like to think
you came for me
if you wear stockings
make sure
your seams are clear
don't be cheap and draw them on
and stick me in deep
just incase I wake up.

This is my weekend
and it is comprised of days
much more than yours
and might go on for week's
I have earned my money
so I will get drunk tonight
I should not
for tomorrow I will feel bad
but I do for I never fond another soul to do it with
I think this makes me so surreal
I mean if I was Juesus
you would know
but I am an artist
sober or drunk
I do it what it was
I do anyway well.

Lost my shape trying to act natural
lets stop I might end up in hospital
but this dance seams natural to me
when  I  sway this way  and that it feels nice
and  I  must tell you  I  do not do this
every single day, that my doctor
just  has wrong he is
very unnatural
lets just
Dance