I wonder if your awake. I wonder if your alone. I wonder if your listening to music. I wonder if your so tired you can hardly keep your eyes open. I wonder when your gonna be my friend again. I wonder if your smoking a CIG. I started the bad habit of it. I wonder if your wondering about me. Probably not. I'm probably not even in your dreams.
God took away everything from me even you. Im gonna drown in my own tears. I'm gonna break down no wall. I'm gonna be stuck once again. Because of you. I use to take the blame. Well my dear its your turn. Take all of my anger and pain and lay it on your shoulders. It'll be a game. Let's see who'll play better.
How you made me forget the hardships that were ahead. But god only knows what life would be like for me if you were truly here. I love you. But hate you. Its a love hate thing. It has been that way since the day I admitted to myself how much I truly love you. Honestly it scares me. Somebody asked me today what my greatest weakness was. My dear it was you.
Lets write a story, I'll grab the pen and you'll grab the paper and we'll write our story all over again. And in the end we'll look at each other and thank the fact that we started our chapter again.