Step 1: pretend to be fine
Step 2: tell no one how you truely free
Step 3: cut where on one will see
Step 4: wear long sleaves with short

Geodon you effect me a way no one else can
You take away the voices
You make me smile when im sad
Geodon i dont know what i would do without you
You change my mood swings
Now they only come once a month
You fix everything
Until i skip a dose then everything goes wrong
And stays wrong for a week

Everyone cares but when it matters most
They become ghosts
They act loke they care
But they are so unaware

What do you do when there is nowhere to hide
My pain is real but its hidden deep inside
When i show what we feel
They tell me its not real
What do they do when they see me cry
They yell and scream
They ask me why
I just smile and i dont have any idea why

I am a person who has survived abuse from her dad
I am a person who has daddy issues
I am a person who can never please her mom
I am a person who is alone
I am a person who cries alot
I am a person who used to cut
I am a person who tried to **** herself
I am a person who has mood swings
I am me

I called my dad
He picked up on the 3rd ring
We talked for a while
He laughed alot
It felt like he was laughing at me

Dont talk anymore
All i need is slience
Wont you smile at me
No one can be my friend like you can

Leave it alone
Everyone says things like that
All i need is to get through it
Voyage this long journey with me
It will all be over soon
To say good bye is all i want
To bad im already gone