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408 · Sep 2014
incomprehensible
Pdub Sep 2014
have you ever sat and thought about life?
not with the scores of metaphors

but of the lives and deaths of the past and the present.
what will become of your stardust bones?

once lost in space, now grow (and grow).
space stars love death life souls life
405 · May 2015
Twilight, fly
Pdub May 2015
You mustn't forget your home little bird (when you fly far, far, from your nest)
For when the wind picks up again
You'll have nowhere called home to rest

403 · Dec 2014
Intertwined in Time
Pdub Dec 2014
If our souls connect in such a way
Where someday again they'll play
I will sleep the rest of my days away
*Dreaming...
For all those fortunate enough to have met a soulmate
398 · Jan 2015
Eternal
Pdub Jan 2015
Love is a transcending force–beyond this world's bounds it creeps through the crevices of your soul, staining your heart forever.

Love can give you more than you could fathom: joy, happiness, fulfillment. Yet what is so beautifully extraordinary about love, is that it is also capable of the worst kind of soul ripping sorrow unlike any other.

To love, is to make a promise to another, and yourself, to always acknowledge within you to respect the capability of it's power.

It is not something that can be discarded, or forgotten, which is why losing love is a reminder of a reality you never thought possible, or imagined...it is greater, a fleeting reality as sublime as dreams.
Soul mates stay with you, even if you don't.
391 · Feb 2015
Riddle Me This
Pdub Feb 2015
A part of me knows love
Can't be stopped
Because it's a riddle
That only the heart understands
In time; yet,

A part of me knows love
Isn't meant to last
Because something forced
Only then falls apart
Just as fast...
Always choose love.
390 · Sep 2014
summer's kiss
Pdub Sep 2014
Take a stroll with me-
   It's anything but dreary.
The songs of sweetness in the sky
    Are frequent and quite merry.

The Summer's kiss is abundant,
     The leaves whisper to the trees.
Strolling silently I listen-
     To the melodies around me.

I must admit, my only desire'd be-
For someone to stroll with,
      alongside by me.
summer love desires
386 · Apr 2015
Perpetual•Torment
Pdub Apr 2015
I used to think if I closed my eyes
The nightmares wouldn't be around
It isn't until now that I've realized
You have to get lost to be found.
385 · Jun 2017
Love Songs Meant for You
Pdub Jun 2017
I can still remember the way my name rolls off your lips like a sweet songbird in the morning.
I can still hear the way you call for me across the house, repeating, just once.
I can still feel the cool cool breeze that engulfed your bedroom, while we slept close, but apart.
I can remember leaving, in a rush, as to not miss my plans I made, without you.
.
.
.
I can't remember your smell, on all the clothes I used to have, and on my body after we made love all day.
I can't remember what you last said to me as I left down the empty, shaded stairwell.
I can't remember the last kiss we shared--it wasn't special, but it was the last.
I can't remember when I lost you, both seeing the same world, apart.

If I could, I would probably try to forget anyway.
383 · Sep 2014
the encounter
Pdub Sep 2014
there's always going to be a reason
     you come running back around.
unleash me, i bequeath thee--
    there is no second time now.

keep your distance, my dear,
     you're coming too close.
there is no place for you here,
     only long ago, hope.

please leave me be,
    i want you no more.
there was only one reason we met,
    simply; wrong love lore.
382 · Dec 2014
Deft Words
Pdub Dec 2014
Once you start to miss me,
I'll be long long gone.
You had your chance to prove it—
With time, you thought wrong.
I wanted many a time to tell you,
But in good conscience
I knew it was just I.
I'm not one to be foolish,
But I simply cannot say goodbye.
I'll still be missing you, even though I shouldn't
380 · Sep 2014
A twilight for two
Pdub Sep 2014
The thing about twilight
(That's oh so blue)
Is the moment no time lapses,
And I'm together, with you.
dream love longing desire life relationships death night
377 · Dec 2014
Proof
Pdub Dec 2014
The Law of Attraction may say:
That what you say or do,
Can change the future in your way...
But I call *******.
Because the only way the future "changes"
Is due to randomness.
Nothing you say or do
Will alter the outcome
Of our dismay.
Proof you have done nothing wrong, but exist.
377 · Feb 2015
Seasonal
Pdub Feb 2015
A chasm'd lit spark in the sky
Once was the love
That brought together
you, and I

A solemn howl of natures fury
Once foreshadowed the love
That would escape
you, and I

A slight warmth of skin
Felt on my flesh
Reminicent of the days
Well kept, and spent

A breeze dancing blissfully
Once ignored by the rest
Now is all my heart feels
Tucked beneath my breast
374 · Jan 2015
Jarred (8w)
Pdub Jan 2015
A bullet to my heart
Would have sufficed
363 · Nov 2014
Tug of War
Pdub Nov 2014
The rhythm of my heart
Takes me around and around
To places never dreamed
To places profound.

The advice of my mind
Says "never again"
But the truest thing is—
My heart always wins.

The silent tug of war
Tucked under my flesh
I laugh and I smile—
You'd never guess;

That my heart and my mind
Love to play tug of war.
Who's the winner today?
Whoever I fancy more...
If only if only...
360 · Sep 2014
the winter blossom
Pdub Sep 2014
Drink up my words
      that fall from my mouth,
              and into your soul.

Melt my spirit with kisses
       that come from your heart
              and mend what's lost.

Place my heart on a shelf
       that only you can reach
              and only you can keep.

Touch my scars with sweetness
        that diminish my hurt
              and make me whole, once again.

Remember the love from sorrow
        that blossoms and shines
              and makes me realize,
                     how lucky you're mine.
357 · Sep 2014
Ocean Calling
Pdub Sep 2014
******* kisses, across the sea
Until the day, they land on me.
I'll await your presence-
As we long to be;
Together again, by the sea.
356 · Sep 2014
the merciless soul
Pdub Sep 2014
he who has not been hurt,
has done so before.

the cycle of loving, and taking,
shan't continue; no more.

the reason for trust
the reason for pain

lies not in your actions
but in your words of vain.
love relationships thoughts sad soul
356 · Dec 2014
My Only Desire
Pdub Dec 2014
True longing doesn't come from the head,
It comes from the heart.
In moments of clarity,
Solitude,
And despair.
Longing knows no bounds.
It creeps up on you
And takes hold of your ground.
When you think you have a handle
On your life
It stops by...
For longing extorts your heart
To never say goodbye.
I long for the day I long no more
354 · Dec 2014
Hurry up, Rewind.
Pdub Dec 2014
I cry
For what's bound to change
I cry
For the many goodbyes
I cry
For the lost girl I was

I smile
For the time I've had
I smile
For those who have touched my soul
I smile
For who I am
So incredibly in love with life.
349 · Sep 2014
the only road i know
Pdub Sep 2014
I know why I cry inside.
The parts of life I discover, collide.
Deep in the trenches of my soul
beams of light maneuver--
        but never reside.

The joys and pains are one in the same.
When all you've ever wanted,
is something you've never gained.
348 · Dec 2014
Blissfully Beyond
Pdub Dec 2014
If I were deaf,
Could you still sing to me?
If time stopped,
Would you walk with me to eternity?
In your dying breath,
Will you remember me?
Because sweetie, I won't forget you.
346 · Feb 2015
In Silence
Pdub Feb 2015
In silence–
Ambiguity is my best friend
Long lost words
Return again
In silence–*
Clarity reigns supreme
What you've promised to me
Doesn't mean a thing.
345 · Jan 2015
The Forever Drug
Pdub Jan 2015
Love cuts you deep
&
Love heals all
&
Love leaves a scar
&
Love makes you fall
&
Love is the answer
&
Love causes doubts
&
Love has a reason
&
Love can't fade out
...
The end all.
345 · Sep 2014
a day with you
Pdub Sep 2014
the best day of my summer
was of course, spent with you.
yet all we did that day,
was nothing new.

we went to lunch
at the end of the pier,
surrounded by ocean
Catalina was clear.

you took something from me that day
without your knowledge.
i did the same to you-
we needn't acknowledge.

since that day on the sea,
i've not been the same.
i gave you my heart,
and you gave me your key.
342 · Sep 2014
a little lost
Pdub Sep 2014
I walked along a sturdy path I knew would serve me well.
But the little girl thought differently, only time would tell.
She took some leaps and fell down hard, wishing for some help.
Yet her secret desire, was to acquire what she had lost in the hand she  was dealt.
The young girl believed she had to persist.
And in the end, she was happy again (a twist).
But happy to her was far below what she desired.
Because the little girl wandered off the path that would guide her.
338 · Jan 2015
Lone Fish, Glass Bowl
Pdub Jan 2015
When I close my eyes
And my thoughts carry me away
Drifting
Floating
Seeking
To the only place we can stay
Locked forever
In a suspended reality
A land of love and happiness
A land of you and me
I never want to leave you
But I know I can't stay
When I open my eyes
My reality is an utter dismay
Though love leaves you, you can find it always in your heart
333 · Sep 2014
the call of the air
Pdub Sep 2014
there's an eloquent mystery in the air--
ever hear it calling?
       over here, over there?

there's an eloquent mystery in my mind--
I answer the voices, one at a time.

there's an eloquent mystery, about you, you see--
i heard you calling, and you called back to me.
332 · Feb 2015
Follow Me
Pdub Feb 2015
Take my hand—
I know walking into eternity is daunting,
But it's where our souls,
Can finally be,
Together.
To my Valentine
332 · Feb 2015
Do you...? (10w
Pdub Feb 2015
I dream every night of you,
of us,
*Do you?
I can't escape you
330 · Sep 2014
my bedtime song
Pdub Sep 2014
My room smells of white sage, I burnt earlier to-day.

The window chimes are chime-chiming away.

The rain pelts upon the panes of the glass.

And cars drive by, some slow, some fast.

The black light is dim, for only me to see.

I read dusty novels, and bless-ed  poetry.

I'm finally at peace, after a tiresome day.

I'm not solemn, nor joyous, just content as I lay.
329 · Sep 2014
once again
Pdub Sep 2014
The beauty you seep, it comes from the
Cracks and Crevices of the wandering soul within.

I untwine you.
You know this to be true.

There isn't a piece of you that can deny
The Earth or the Sky
of the Love you expose--
through the Cracks and the Holes.

Continue on, I'll come along,
Or see you one day//
Though I'm sure you'll evade.
323 · Feb 2015
Pretend [with me] Forever
Pdub Feb 2015
I blame you
For holding on
Not giving me the closure I deserve.
I blame myself
For holding on
Not admitting goodbye is the cure.
321 · Oct 2014
Enveloped
Pdub Oct 2014
Let my love cloak you,
and keep you safe from your sins.
321 · Nov 2014
For You, 42 (10w)
Pdub Nov 2014
I thought you were an honest man—
I thought wrong.
Maybe it's not honesty we seek, but the ability to no longer doubt what we have.
320 · Jan 2015
Forever Falling
Pdub Jan 2015
Our love
Like a dying star
Burned brightly for too long
Until it slipped away
Into the abyss
Of eternity
Our love will never die. It simply is.
319 · Dec 2014
Set Afire
Pdub Dec 2014
To fully love
You cannot set limits
Or measure your worth
By another's opinions.

To fully love
You cannot doubt
Or be unrealistic
About the time you have together.

To fully love
You must acknowdge
Love is a transfer of two energies
Forever traveling in time,
Until the sparks cross paths again.
318 · Oct 2014
Day Dreaming
Pdub Oct 2014
I lie half awake, still dreaming of you.
Your aura calms me,
enables me to see.
finally...
All of which I've wanted,
is now in front of me.
317 · Jan 2015
Proceed (with caution)
Pdub Jan 2015
Does fear lie more in knowing?
Or what remains unknown?
For me it's become clear as day;
Knowing you has tarnished my soul.
316 · Dec 2014
Promise Me
Pdub Dec 2014
You are more than the love of my life
You are the stars
And the ocean
And the air I'll always breathe
The moon I'll always gaze upon
And the wish I'll always make
You are what keeps me up at night
You are the spirit
I will always long for
Promise me you will too.
Transcending love.
314 · Sep 2014
morning sunshine
Pdub Sep 2014
I fell in love with the way you smiled,
   eyes half opened, before the day had time to jade it.
310 · Oct 2014
i'll trade you hearts
Pdub Oct 2014
I am frightened by so few things in my life, but why love?

Why is the thought of connecting with someone so repulsing to me?

Is it an an innate desire to be alone? No.

It is the thought that I will lose,
what will eventually make me whole.
309 · Jan 2015
i'll always be missing you
Pdub Jan 2015
I miss your smell. Your smile. Your eyes. I miss the ardent smile you'd give me, in silence. But most of all I miss you, your body next mine, with your heartbeat keeping me alive
304 · Dec 2014
Loving You ∞ (10w)
Pdub Dec 2014
Being your muse is so intoxicating—
I even fool myself.
I love you, but I'm not real to you.
300 · Feb 2015
Untitled
Pdub Feb 2015
You confuse me
In the most mysterious ways
You admire me
With the most consistent grace
You break me
With the most passionate lays
You love me
In lieu of your face
297 · Nov 2014
Perish (10w)
Pdub Nov 2014
I cry when I'm alone
For things that haven't happened.
297 · Dec 2014
Cyberclops
Pdub Dec 2014
The trouble with reality is:
To live we must be plugged in
To breathe we need perfume
To function we o.d. on coffee
To love we use "ILY"
The trouble with reality is
That we can't change it at all
For the reality we are living in
Is a house with cyber walls.
Video killed the...
294 · Sep 2014
goodbye for now
Pdub Sep 2014
The hot, wet, tears fall down my face.
At first they roll, then they race.
It's not my eyes that cry and ache-
It's my inner soul, about to break.
The thought that it's over,
That my joy will perish,
And with it my hopes for what could be--is what I must take.
292 · Oct 2014
Hello, friend.
Pdub Oct 2014
To feed the fire of desire,
     The light must burn brighter;
To the peak of torment within,
     The fire must always win.
290 · Jan 2015
The Perfect Dream
Pdub Jan 2015
My tears will never stop falling.
This hole will never go away.
My love for you will **** me inside;
The same love I hoped would stay.

My dreams will always be of you.
My love will be steadfast.
I know I'm not alone on this.
I know our love will last.

I can no longer be with you, my dear;
This truly eats at my soul.
At once the love I have for you is clear,
It transcends this life and more—
Sometimes, love is meant to not last physically, but in your dreams and soul. I will always adore you, and love you deep from my core.
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