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Orchid Rose Jan 2018
You took that song away from me

But for some reason I listen to it more

I wish I had it back

I wish…
  Jan 2018 Orchid Rose
Mims
"You're really good at poetry!"

*"ha, I'm good at romanticizing toxic situations"
Don't know if that's good or bad
But thank you anyways
  Jan 2018 Orchid Rose
Inga M
i am awake at hours  
                                    I usually
                                                    spend
                                                               in dreams.
Orchid Rose Jan 2018
I ponder if you ponder me
Are we both feeling this confusion?
I'd just wish you'd ask, see
Or is what I'm seeing an allusion?

I tried not to like you, I really tried
But I actually think you're the one
Who ruined the "casualness" guide
You're the one saying people **** up, ***.
Orchid Rose Jan 2018
2:41 am is quite the time
To let your thoughts wander
Until they become slime
That seeps through your skin
Until you can take it no more
And must take a note for a min.
This is the worst it's been in a while
I want to ask you for help
But I think you'd find that vile
I thought about things today
That I haven't in a long time
Including "Oh my" I'd say
And middle school years
Rebellious and Oblivious
I miss innocence, not careers
Letting my emotions take control
I make a puzzle of words
That act as a gate to my soul
I wish you'd read this now
And hold me tight as ever
But who you are keeps changing.
Orchid Rose Jan 2018
I am a peach pigment lost in nostalgia
You are a black flower out of touch with reality
I used to fly freely as an organic shape,
Then the stars fell into your bed that night.

Nostalgia is now everywhere but not with you,
You, Black Flower, are my reality,
But I'm still not sure if it's real.

I become a peach pigment in oblivion
The black flower will choose my escape
But I start to wonder if you will ever decide.
Orchid Rose Jan 2018
Mom and Dad, brothers and sisters, and horses too,
Big house, lots of land, catholic school, and friends (few),
This is how I grew up until I turned the age of five,
Till my parents got in a plane crash and did not survive.
My siblings took care of me from then on out,
Moving to different places here and there, no pouts.

Fast forward to graduating high school and on my own.
I went to college sheltered and trusted everyone I’d known.
I learned that was wrong and moved back with my sister,
Because she started getting sick and didn’t get better.
I switched colleges there so I could be with her
And still didn’t know what I wanted to be—that, I can assure.
I graduated college and decided I needed a change.
A new place to call home—yeah, that could be arranged.

So Atlanta here I came for good weather and people.
Didn’t see this one coming, but there I was in a steeple.
To get married to my true love whom I’d grow old with,
And wow, this southern man was quite the wordsmith.
He made as many puns as he could within a conversation,
And, our love eventually was put forth through three creations.

Though I had much tragedy in my family as a young girl,
My husband and children became the light of my world,
However I began to lose my siblings from suicide and cancer,
But I stayed strong for my family and looked to God for the answer.

And as I eventually told my story to my own kids,
The memories came crashing down and, woah, were they vivid,
Tears streamed down my face but I knew they would understand,
Even when my mother’s song was sung in church and I could not stand.
They understood my sudden reflective instants,
And when to hold my hand, hug, or kiss as an assistance.

My kids are my best friends and I love to spend time with them all.
I support them in everything they do and we always have a ball.

— The End —