When I said
A few words
You thought I meant
What you heard
Except what you heard wasn't about you
I tried to say this and now our relationship
Is quite askew

all alone is me
Next to the water, like a sea

O I cry
How I cry!
Sometimes.
I.
Wish.
I.
Could.
Die.

This is my story
I apologize cause
Its going to be boring

Thats ok cause
This stanza is
Not important
And my mind is like a depressant

Talking about my
Wars
Not to mention the
Scars and Sores

You aren't interested
But my brain with these thoughts
Is infested

This is my story
I apologize cause
Its going to be boring

Thats ok cause
This stanza is
Not important
And my mind is like a depressant

Talking about my
Wars
Not to mention the
Scars and Sores

You aren't interested
But my brain with these thoughts
Is infested

The Ocean Blue
Salty like the tears of you
To restore my love what can I do?
For a cloud soars over the deep
*O' I weep
O' I weep!

first it was all about pain
now I actually take you to gain
the sensation that makes me high
boy I'll tell you, with you I swear I can fly
you make me feel like I'm eight feet tall
but honey let me tell you the worst part is the fall
but is it worth it they say
every time I take you I don't know if I'll see another day
so no it's not worth it
but I can't help it
I'm an addict
so don't make the same mistake as me
don't take opioids and good your health will be

When you talk
And the way you walk
Like you don't give a care
And don't get me started on your hair 
Your smile; a rare thing
But when you use it, it makes me want to sing


*youre beautiful in every way, if only I could say

Love
What can we do about it
It's something we can't control
It's risky, very risky my love
But maybe in the end it's worth every second
then again the game of risk
is a tricky one
Love is strong
but a single word can break it
Be careful dear
Hold on to love
Cherish it;
Keep it;
And whatever you do,
Never ever let go

Many people think fall is sad
However I don't think Fall is all that bad

Death of grass and leaves is not the object of focus during the Fall
There are things like colors and leaves around you
Now the good things, don't you see them all?

people**
oh my
They always make us sigh
Sometimes I wish they would just die

I kinda like poems you know
I guess I've fell in love with how the words flow.

You know that word
It has meaning to me
Because nonsense is not nonsense in my world
Nonsense is perfectly sensible you see


*nonsense will never be nonsense to me

I love you (really I do)
I wish you knew (really I do)
You make me feel as if I'd flew (you really do)

So perfect but flawed at the same time
Like this poem will be
It probably won't rhyme
If it does it will ****
Because I'm trying to think of words
And I'm just kinda stuck
Writing my feelings, though you probably don't care
So if you're on my page and you don't like it at all
**beware

Leaves vigorously shaking

Hearts pounding, aching

Summer is Fall's taking

Dear Little One,
What Is It Like
Being Happy All The Time?
Having Everyone In The World To Play With,
And Hearing Angels Chime?
A Beautiful And Strong Voice Telling You It Will Always Be Alright,
Even When Down Here, Countries Are Having Fights?
Little One, We Miss You, But We Know You're Happy In The Sky
Tell Me, Is God An Awesome Guide?

Obviously clumsy
Living with it well
Indecisive for sure
Very loud and over excited
Irreplaceable one of a kind
A** bad poet that pays no mind

I black out as I hear my name

beep.     beep.     beep.

Death is peaceful. Maybe I'm not dead.

It's a *dream
A dream in which I cannot be woke from.

The thought of it. My death dream it's like the best thing.

And it is very intoxicating

We all have material things we love, do we not?
A lot of them are now forgotten and lost
blankets
      books
           keys
              and even toys
but i will share a secret
a secret of a story you may know as well
in it is my favorite lost thing and here i will tell
but i don't care about the stories of lost toys
**because my favorite thing that is lost is that of the lost boys

Flames*
The embers of love grow into flames

After that marriage and baby names

she won't tell me the name
she tells me to guess
I'm not good at this game
I'm excited for sure
but the question that kills me
is one that will be revealed when its **born

Love oh Love

honeymoons along the coastal shore

first anniversary fights, I won I Love you more

Ok
So they say
That you become most
Like the ones you are
Around the most
Is that because
Every time you exhale you lose a
Fragment of your soul
Then everytime you inhale you take in a part of another's
Then your last breath would be the very last fragment of your soul

mysterious man on the boardwalk
who are these men in dark cloaks behind you that chose to stalk?
mysterious man if you know them why do you scream?
are you afraid of their malicious scheme?
if you scream don't keep walking then stop
for the men might **** you
then dead you will drop
mysterious man you must've stood quite a while
for your picture is made and viewed by the hour

I know what's coming
I hear the sound of distant humming

                 My last breath is arriving
All around me death is thriving

                 My heart is shriveled up
Why am I crying? I'm grown up
    
                 The war has got the best of me
Now I die beside the sea

                 When will this war be over?
Then as I rollover

I take my *last breath

" don't speak to them"
that's what your parents say
but there's something about them that
intrigues* you
something that's mysterious
tempting even
that's the **Paradise of Strangers

lies
When I believe them
I like the idea of them
Then it's not true
And I fall *apart

Rhyming words or phrases
Talking of poem basics
Speaking through the writing
About love
Hate
And fighting
Poems are a beautiful thing
Deep dark and mesmerizing....

He left me on a stormy night
My eyes were filled with lightning strikes
I close my eyes imagining him
My warrior in all *white

Coffee will be your life
Everyday at college you'll pray not to stab your professor with a knife.
You hope to find a nice guy
When it fails, you won't wanna try
But he will come along.
You might have the voice for song
You'll probably have a cat
However he's probably dead
We don't know where he's at.

Abused
Used
But
I fell for it
It was great
But now I hate
The thing we call "love"
Every man that comes along think they are in a place above
But they push and shove
Then we are back to abused
Used

I dreamed a dream so pretty
But it was about self pity
I was all alone
In a land so far away
Right beside an ocean bay
On this little lonely island
The colors exquisite
But there was no one there to live it
So alone I set
And there I wept

Cinders
Sisters
Masters
Slippers

Oh Dear Cinderella
Mice
Nice
Quite

Oh My Cinderella
Mother
Oh bother

Nice Cinderella
Sobs
Mops
Drops

Why Cry Cinderella
                                      Now....
Fairy Godmother
Look there's a horse then another

Be Back Before Time Is Gone Cinderella,
Prance
Dance

Runaway Cinderella
Slipper?
Missed Her?

Oh Charming What Have You Done Mister
Does it fit her
No, sir
That one?
It's her.

There's Cinderella
So,
No More Tears
It's your wedding day
Everyone cheers
Bye My Princess Cinderella

Alone
Me
Never again shall I see
That beautiful loving face of yours that used to be
To you I used to cling
Now a sad song I sing
Walking home
All alone
To where we used to be
My love I miss you
But do you miss me?

You
Me
No more people
Not even three
Just you and me
Walking along the sea
Talking about things of days
Walking in a salty haze
You look at me and then
I wake up
Sad and alone again

My hope,
Because it's very disappointing

My love,
Because it's very hurtful

My passion
Because it's very awkward

My heart
Because it's very vulnerable...

He looked at me;
     As though I were a treat.
I liked the idea of jumping into his arms and breathing in the scent of him,
     But he has put me through a lot,
He's lied to me I tell myself
      But he saved my life,
He's risked it too.
      I look away to fight the temptation of him,
And to my amazement I start to cry
      I've been through a lot I can cry
But he puts his hand to my shoulder and whispers,
   "Come now luv, queens do not cry. Come with me Alyssa, fly with me over our world.
That's when he and I,
Or MY king and I flew over OUR wonders
Wonderland

Wonderland is full of madness,
       That's perfect because I am too.

Wonderland is uncertain,
       That's fine because I am too.

To get to wonderland you must fall down a dark hole,
        That's okay I often do.

To be the ruler of wonderland they say you have to be as mad as a hatter,
                           Luckily, I am.

The woods are
Lovely;
Dark;
And deep;
But I have
Promises to keep
And miles to go before I sleep.

When you look at me and smile
              Although that only happens
                    Once in a long while
It makes me feel like I'm loved
                But that's probably not true
                            Anyways, not from you.
It wouldn't make sense for you to like me,
                But if you do,
                       Please just keep it in lock
Because if you don't it may later break our
                             Heart.