The smiles that you bring
happily overwhelming.
The beautiful songs you sing
on the phone and on my finger, a ring.
I've never felt this sort of thing
I'll never apologize for this love tight cling.

(more than a year ago)

salty tears mixing with a river of crimson red
stinging, burning, lurching, hurting

slice through the silence of an almost suicide

(a year ago)
sober from the sickening addiction(?) that had overcome me
r e l a p s e


(current day)
a long story and too long under bright light
but it's over now
i have overcome the cut

What am I meant to do when my donut buddy has started something new?

I remember asking you

"If you look out the nearest window right now,
can you see the moon in the sky?"

I asked this because, if you could see the same moon in the same sky as me, maybe the distance wouldn't be as impossible.

her face hung low with the moon
waiting for a forever
but a forever was never soon

she crashed upon her sheets, unmade bed
unmade life
forever in her head

no light around, no moon beams so strong
how could she feel sure
when everything felt wrong?