I needed someone safe,
like springtime.

I fell in love with you,
summer rain, summer dew.

I fell like leaves in autumn,
pieces of my heart, you caught em.

My cold tears had fallen like snow,
I really loved you but it’s time to let go.

Please hold me
close to your chest.

Let me hear your heartbeat,
you do the rest.

Wrap your arms around me
in a super kind of hug.

Rub my aching shoulders,
the ones that shrug.

Please just hold me
is that too much to ask?

Hold me and let me,
let me be your only task.

“I would never leave someone so amazing”

You already did,
when you left him,

only for me to catch him
     and never want to let go.

tears landing
too softly
on the pillow.

music, background noise,
because silence
provokes my deadly thoughts.

as I cry myself to sleep,
still, I think of you.
I try to imagine your voice.

it’s much better than my lullaby