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139 · Jan 2020
'course i'm fine
why wouldn't i be?
i'm smiling,
i'm laughing,
i'm saying that i'm fine.
why won't you believe me?
For: Jenny Thoma, Huxley Densen
138 · Jan 2020
girl crush
i get depressed when you don’t call
but i get butterflies when you do
there’s so many words i have for you
but i can only use so few

i love when you say my name
i wouldn’t like it any other way
i have a special smile made just for you
but, you haven’t got a clue

i love to talk to you all night and day
i love to hear what you have to say
i’d follow you for all eternity
even if we’re kept in secret

oh my, dear, i love you, so
but, there’s so much that you don’t know
like, how i’ve lied
about how i didn’t cry

i’ve liked you from the start
and i knew that we wouldn’t be smart
but i’m dumb,
and now, numb
.
.
.
but i’ll still love you forever
For: Jenny Thoma
“they’re a fool for not liking you back? remember when you told me that? well, whoever you like is a fool for not liking you back. hah! see how it feels?”
“whoever said that to you, in your nightmare, that they hated you, they can’t! you’re so cool and awesome, no one could hate you!”
jenny, both were you
138 · Jan 2020
'so why should i?'
'take care of yourself better, sis'
'c'mon, lovi, eat more than one, for mom?'
'****, i'm sorry- i made you feel worse, ****...'
'no, no it's fine, lovi'
but i won't.
maybe if you paid more attention i-
i wouldn't be destroying myself inside and out.
For: Jenny Thoma
134 · Dec 2019
S O C I A L
...
Ding.
...
I check and find something.
A text from you,
I'm turning blue.
I don't want to speak to you.

How I've been used.
Socially abused.
I don't want to talk,
Just keep staring and mock.

Don't look at me,
Don't talk to me,
Just leave me here to be.
Please.

Look that way,
Look away,
Look the other way
From me.

Don't stare,
Don't act like you care,
Don't like how everything's fair,
It's not fair.

I'm just fine,
Stop asking.
Interest
Is just what I've been lacking.
For: Frances Lefevre
133 · Jan 2020
then i started crying
Maybe if i let myself cry these feelings would go away
but i’m just a stupid kid with too much to say
i’ll hide myself,
i’ll hate myself,
no one believes me when i say i sobbed, anyway
for: i don’t know anymore
128 · Dec 2019
Love/Hate Relationship
Outside shows hate,
But inside says love.
I don't know whether to believe
Those feelings or not.
For: Huxley Densen
120 · Dec 2019
Shame Me to My Face
All our relationship is...
Passive lies,
Heart wrenching,
Obviously faked smiles.

Talk to me, babe.
We need to work things out.
After class, babe.
Figure us out.
For: Huxley
119 · Dec 2019
sounds so
sometimes,
dear,
you sound just a little jealous.
i see it in your eyes.
you hate me with her.
i see it in your writing.
you hate what i do.
maybe you'll think i'm stuck up.
i could do better,
it's my fault.
i'm sorry,
i was trying,
dear.
trying to be better..?
i don't know.
but i was trying.
for: huxley densen
117 · Nov 2019
New School
Like you once,
I'm new here.
Can somebody show me around?
I'll give you a show.
With what, I don't know.
But please,
All I need is some help?
New school mid-school year and it ***** here
112 · Jan 2020
_ile
Vile and bile
What's the difference?
They both taste the same in my mouth.
For: Jenny Thoma
95 · Jan 2020
you
you
how can i do
a n y
of this
when you're just
better?
.
.
.
.
For: Jenny Thoma

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