She blushed
I blushed back.
And suddenly
I found myself
thinking about things
like if she was looking at
the same stars or if
she pours milk into the bowl
before adding cereal
or if it was
the other way around.
Then I smirked
at these thoughts
for feeling foolish.
But I fell asleep
smiling
because I found myself
Thinking about them again.

I suppose in the end
It was about her
All of my words turn to nothing
and everything now
just turns to dust
every time
I try to speak
All of these words are
meaningless
now

I wanted her charm all to myself
For I am a jealous man
And how selfish of me
To want to keep her always
And how greedy of me to hide her away
For a bird always
longs to fly.
And when I see her
Free
In the air
Making love to the sky
All I can do
Is curse my feet
for being chained
to the
ground.

I hope I die
in the worst way possible
so I don't have to spend
everyday dying
thinking of you