I get worried over the guys you text and you say "they are just friends"
but remember I was your friend too.

I know the way I look isnt great.
I know.
We are all different and beautiful.
Do you ever walk into a Forrest and see a 'perfect tree' no? Because they simply dont exist, every tree has its issue. Some lean this way or that, even some have a little bit too much moss, but humans think there beautiful. What about yourself or others.

I know you, you know, I think too much of you.

I lie awake at night wondering if you ever feel the same.

love me.
break me.
tear me.
feel me.
ride with me.
dance with me.
draw with me.
read me.
throw me out.
but please, baby, don't leave me

what can you do?
you can't seem to please people anymore.
especially you.
when you leave, I have a gift for you.
Its a bag of the butterflies you made me feel every day, seeing you smile was the food, your laugh was their oxygen, and now that you left. take them and keep them alive for me, I won't need them for anyone else after you.