When the tears finally fall.
They will fall harder than any
summer rain I have ever danced in.
They will roll like rivers
down my face.
I will fall into those raging rivers
pouring from my eyes
and gasp for air as I begin to drown.
in the overwhelming feeling
that we
made a mistake.
I will swim to the surface
and cry out
for you .
But I won't be able to
hear you over the
cracking thunder
of my
thoughts.
They will fall harder
than I did for you
yes
The tears will inevitably fall.
But only
after I have convinced myself
that I no longer love you.
no longer need you.
But I do.