Lost souls of fortune
Like hollow gold

Leads us to sadness
As we grow old

The harder we try
The more we cry

With no end in sight
We hold feelings of freight

We dig in our mind
Only to lose it in time

Can our lost soul be found
or is it just a
Treacherous path in time

Irrelevant when we consider
That which is hidden from our sight
When I was just a young boy
I prayed with all my might
Now when I hear a whispering
In my head or in the wind
Fear no longer rules me
No, I don’t believe you can

Incapable of opening her heart
Hiding behind books
Underneath....
Self-Sabotaging
Exquisitely lies
So believable
Even she bought
Her own *******
Lock, stock, and barrel
or it is...
Hook, line, and sinker
Voiceless
Fear-filled
Worth-less
The one who
Closes off
Heart and Soul
Never learns
Hopeless
Purposeless
No real impact
Silent screams
Or maybe not so silent
Drowning in a pool
Of cries for help
Unable or
Unwilling
To grab a life line
She breaks
Her own heart
Numbing her soul
Unknowing of WHY
She refuses to
Stop Self-Sabotaging
or
Keeps her heart and soul
Closed to others
Never letting them close
Feeling so alone*

krs
4/1/2015

If I am going to die
I have one wish to reply

It may come from a deranged mind
But my wish is very kind

I want to first fly in the sky's
Then soar across the deserts
Then land safely on the moon

Their I will sit and watch our planet
I want to sit their and just smile
But my thoughts are overridden

So I will just sit their and cry
About everything that is happening

The blood shed....
The greed........
The hunger.

Yes it may be sad
But it is my one wish