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Nikola Mills Aug 2015
8 cups of coffee
5 am
shaking hands
tear stains

blood on my tshirt
blood on my legs
starving for days
sore muscles

thinking of you again
aching heart
busy mind
another sleepless night

i miss you
this *****
Nikola Mills Aug 2015
But she will not love you as I loved you.

She will not kiss your lips
as if it's the last time seeing you.

She will not hug you so tight
as if she wanted to feel every inch of your skin.

She will not touch your skin
as if she wanted you to know how lovely you are.
i wrote it at 4 am while drinking 7th cup of coffee
Nikola Mills Aug 2015
The smell of daisies
The smell of rain
The feeling of your touch
The tear stains
Seems like all I have
after you left
and never came back.
Nikola Mills Aug 2015
Once I thought I was enough,
then you destroyed me.

And I found myself crying,
all over again
in my room
trying to catch my breath
but it's hard to calm your soul
when you are broken into pieces.
Nikola Mills Aug 2015
I miss you,
but I am strong.

Not for me,
but just for you.

Nobody deserves to deal with the mess inside me,
and I don't want you to be ******* like me.
Nikola Mills Aug 2015
We move from orbits,
too far away from each other.
We are able to admire each other's beauty,
because we will never collide.

You are the dust roaming around the space,
the dust that makes me choke.
You are the magical moonlight,
that makes me so tired.
The beauty of your soul is sparkling,
and the sparkles are filling up my heart.

You are my favourite way of dying,
because loving you has been breaking my heart into pieces.
I fell in love with you,
but I am strong.
I need him.
Nikola Mills Aug 2015
He is like the smoke I am inhaling.
Easing the pain inside me yet killing.

He is like the rain soaking my clothes and my hair,
refreshing the body, yet cold.

He is like the wind,
he is here for few seconds and then disappearing.

He is away,
but the feelings still remain.

And if I cry, he still won't be there.
And if I drown myself in tears, he still won't be there.

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