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Behavior is ******;
   Bodies are *** objects.
      Persons are more than bodies.
   Sexuality neither invites,
nor licenses, violation.
End of story.
You've never stopped loving me.
not even when i broke Your heart,
not even when i broke my promises,
not even when i left your side,
not even when i said i didn't need You anymore,
not even when i turned my back on You,
not even when i tried to fill the void in my heart with everything but You,
not even when i stopped loving You,
not even then did You stop loving me.
I am Strong


because I have loved you for this long

because I am able to look to you with another

because I've spent all these days without being with you

because I still loved you even though you would not love me back

because I went through all this pain without you even knowing

because I wrote my heart out, breaking it over and over again

because I looked into your eyes and deceived myself with false hope

because I've had nightmares of you, believing they were dreams





and because  I Love You







Yes, I am Strong...

                                                  ­      
                                                            ...j­ust not Strong enough to tell you

                  
  
                                                                ­      
                                                 I Love You.
Not strong enough to let you go
NO
Need to be skinnier - need to slim down
Need to put that makeup on
Need to wear the clothes that fit
The ones that make me hate myself

Need to fit in - need to blend with crowds
Need to hide it all
Need to make them think it's okay
Even if it's not

Need to say NO
Need to break free
Need to forget what they say to me
I am pretty
I am fine
It's going to be okay - I won't lose my mind

NO
I won't lose my mind
 Jul 2014 Niki Elizabeth
M
I forget to look before I fall-
As if I haven't any cares,
None at all.

I forget to ask if I'll be caught
By someone below,
Though more often than not

Someone forgets to be below,
And I fall upon my back,
All alone.

I lie on my back, wondering how
No one could have caught me.
I've fallen aplenty, so now

I always look before I fall
Because the smack of me hitting the ground
Has such a sad, resounding call.

I'm forgetting how to fall into thin air
Because waiting around for you
Is wasted time; you simply will not care.

I always forget to look before I fall-
Now I know better, so instead
I walk away, and rather I stand tall.

I'm taller than the trees,
And skyscrapers too-
Like these things, I do not fall with ease.

I do not look before I fall
Because I won't fall anymore,
Not again, never at all.
I'm prone to love people excessively, even when they don't deserve it. This is about falling for people over and over who don't reciprocate or meet your standards. I'm not perfect and always deserving of someone to "catch me" and I'm not always falling into thin air, though sometimes i do more for people who don't do as much for me. I expect a lot because I do a lot. I love hard because that's the only way I know how. You give someone your all, or you just don't.
This is exaggeration of the situation I'm currently in but it helped by writing this out. Enjoy.
Your voice is fading from my mind
I don't want to forget it
Your image is still plastered before me
But the grains are growing clearer
Still remember when I found out that you were gone
Still feel the ache each day
I wish that you were still here
Don't want you to be forgotten
You will never be forgotten
And I knew
I knew it was autumn
cause as the leaves fell
so did I
oh
so did I.
Starting of song III
Gmaj, Em, Asus, Dmaj
Because your voice was at my side
I gave him pain,
Because within my hand I held
Your hand again.

There is no word nor any sign
Can make amend -- -
He is a stranger to me now
Who was my friend.
 Jul 2014 Niki Elizabeth
Creep
Why can't I ******* be like everyone else?!?!

Because I don't want to.
For a certain someone who wants me to change and make myself "pretty" instead of "fat" and "ugly."
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