nightwanderer

nightwanderer Apr 15

euphoria

cutting
      scratching
                     deeper

euphoria
takes my body by surprise
i cant stop it
do i want to?

i have to
    before
          it
            takes
                  me
                       more

nightwanderer Feb 28

Sensitive

It feels like as soon as I say a word
It's examined
Looked over
And they find something wrong with it
Why are they all so sensitive?

nightwanderer Feb 6

Feelings Changing

I don't think
That I just like girls anymore
But I don't know what I know
I think people will find out
I think people will know
I'm very confused

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

nightwanderer Feb 3

****** up

****** up mind
****** up life
****** up world

it seems like everything is terrible nowadays

#******* #depression

nightwanderer Feb 3

happy snow

looking out my window at night
watching the snowflakes fall like frozen tears
wiped away from a crying face

i walked outside to catch snowflakes in my mouth
happy for the first time in while
smiling- a real one this time
not just a fake upturned mouth

rushing inside to tell my sister
seeing my mom smiling
seeing my dad sleeping
i love being happy
i wish
i was happy every day

nightwanderer Feb 2

Untitled

the tears fallen create pools and lakes
shimmering blue in the new day sun
dripping from my face like rain droplets
flowing from clouds of fluff
no, i dont think this life is for me

nightwanderer Jan 27

Not knowing why

Not knowing why
I try
Just to fail again
Get back up
Get pushed down
Not knowing why
Not knowing why...