I want someone to kiss me hard
and worship my body
until my eyes are seeing stars
as I'm trying to keep calm

kiss my neck, bite it too
make me feel like
I'm the most important woman
**to you

Emotion filled my eyes.
Not tears.
I had none left,
when you disappeared.

I lost the one,
who I shared a room,
who I thought gave a ****,
yep, she's gone.

All I see now, is a stranger.
All I see now, is an estranged sister.
I miss her. I always miss her.

You* make me *sick
To my stomach
I hope you know that

The song from our first date
It will always be stuck in my brain
And whenever that song plays
I will think of you
As my mind
Goes into love overload

Oh, babe
You take my breath away
With every word you say
Can't get rid
Of this love sickness
Our song
It soothes my brain
But leaves me in pain
Because I'm still in love
But you're not
I feel so pathetic
As well as emotionally weak

You're exactly like a bullet
Right through me
With such impact
It's hard to believe
That I'm still alive
For months
I thought that I was dead
I guess it was all
Just thoughts in my head

You're driving me insane
I can't stand hearing your name
Makes me want to put a bullet in my brain
That's how much you affect me
It's such a negative influence, honey

I hate how you lie
To cover up your ****
I am so done
So sick of it
I tried for so long to make it all up
But I couldn't understand
Such a twisted mind

They say sarcasm is the weakest sense of humor
Well, pardon me for being funnier
It's better to be sarcastic than basic
So use it to your advantage
It's better than
Slapping idiots
Who ask stupid questions

Excuse me, if I offend
That's not what I meant
But stop acting like I'm doing wrong
When all I'm doing is being less boring
Than all of you who make this place
Such a disgrace to live in
Loosen up a little
And have fun

Don't be so serious
Have fun
Loosen up

So many feelings right now
All I can do is write
My mouth can't speak
I feel like I'm falling somehow

Trying to remain strong
But it hurts to keep on
Showing that smile
Which fools people's eyes

Faking smiles
To keep us whole

You could take everything away
But I'd still remain
You could lie, cheat
Drag me down
Until I'm on my knees
But next to you
I'd still be

I don't understand
How I can love such a bad man
Falling in love wasn't a part of my plan
All I wanted was to feel again
But you gave me more
And I fell deeper
Score after score
And then when you left
My tears tasted bitter

Felt like my heart surrendered
To my careless mind
And lovesick brain
I'm going insane

Love is not what I wanted
But it is what I got
And now I'm crying
As I can't forget it

I can't forget you
Or the feelings I had
No matter what I do
My heart will always
Stay in love with you

Feels like I'm handcuffed
With the handcuffs of love
I feel so helpless
You're a weakness

I am not something you own, no
I am a person who you're supposed to love
But I don't feel like you care
Seems like we're stuck in
A twisted love affair
We are both to blame
But you're the one
Who made me want to stay

Fooling me with those words
Convincing me with those lies

What am I supposed to do now?
I'm so attached to you, and I don't know why
You treat our love like a game
I truly love you
But you do not seem to feel the same

Don't you know that
That I am not an object
I have a human heart
And this heart
Has loved you
From the start