You're the one I want, nobody else is good enough

You're like a shooting star
Always near from afar
I know you are
Always there

beauty is in her face and eyes
almost sensitive to the touch
loving her is a must
you can't help but love

she makes every day
seem like a breeze
she makes me feel okay
when I'm stuck in a daze
makes me wanna smile
and hold her tight
for the rest of my life

people say it's a crazy thing
seeing someone as your everything
but it's just a thing called love
a blessing in disguise
heaven on earth
bliss from above
she's my angel
for when life gets rough
she makes it all worth
the falls down
she picks me up
from the ground

Your words affect me
More than they should
You're so heavenly
Couldn't give you up
Even if my heart tried

You ignite the happiness in me
You make me feel worthy
You have such a hold
I honestly hope you know

Text message made me hyper
Especially when it's from her

Mulled wine is so divine.

We honestly fit right,
I am forever yours,
You make me feel beautiful and alive,
Even though you're not mine to kiss.

Your body is perfect for mine,
But we'll never lay side by side,
I'll never feel your skin against me,
I'll never hold you tight at night at 9.

You'll never touch my face,
Or call me your princess,
You'll never intoxicate me with wine,
You'll never buy me expensive roses.

I'll never get the chance to fill your heart with joy,
Because you're not right for me but my heart thinks so.

when the lust kicks in
your whole world spins
hoping for a taste of sin

Controlled by fantasy
How reality should be

Dreaming big, baby

I think you're amazing
I think you're kind
I think you're caring
You're always on my mind

Your name makes me smile
When it shows up on my phone
It makes me appreciate
Every moment of life

you took my innocence
during that one night of lust
we were both seventeen
the night we made love
and it felt so right
I thought you
were my
soulmate
but I guess
we're all wrong
sometimes in life

Quality friendship time
rolling cigs and
lighting blunts
drinking wine
having fun
living quite a bit
for the hell of it

I love my friends
I love my blunts
I love my ***** shots
and wine glasses
I like laughing loud
and speaking my mind
all while I'm high
and having fun

My friends make life hilarious
they make me smile
when times get rough
I feel so very fine
when I'm here with them
they make me feel okay
when life leads me
the other way

memories stick around
but they become
easier to ignore
easier than before

your face does still matter
but it's gotten easier
to not always remember
the days we crashed
into a depressing slumber
your eyes are still precious
but I've learned how to cope
and not fall right under
under your spell
like I used to
I guess I can say
that I'm getting
right over you

memories are cherished
but the present isn't
we changed and so much
I cannot stick around
I'm too good enough
I am so much stronger
but I used to be weaker
but clarity made me wiser
we were never meant to be
as a whole, us together

your everything wasn't pure enough
I can't give to someone who always takes
but never seems to give a lot back
I lost so much, went out of my lengths
just to keep your heart beating
just to keep you near me
but this time, I'll be leaving
I hope you'll be good
right here without me
but of course you will be
I am a stranger
you never loved me
but sometimes
I know you do
even though you
never took the chance
to prove your worthyness
sometimes I believe you
and tell myself I'm not over this
but it's time to be moving on
but you'll always be
the one who
took my heart

there comes a time when I miss your voice
there comes a day where I miss your touch
there comes a night where I miss your love
there comes a moment when I miss you
through all the time in the world
like a heart that needs
its other piece to fit
just right into yours
above all

every time we ****
you can just feel
the passion
underneath
those sheets

I usually never
speak of this
but I'll be
honest

he's amazing
not just in bed
but in general
love is healing
love is thrilling
love is exciting

the chemistry
behind two lovers
as they ****
the misery
out of
each other

love can't be censored
it's meant to be explicit

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expressing emotion
is not a crime
nor a sin

My poem wasn't about our past
so, there's no need to attack
it was about someone else
who I'm going through
a bit of a rough patch with

writing about you
would be childish
I've done it before
and the aftermath
was a bit sick

I'm not on here to fight you
or to expose your flaws
or your mistakes
because I have many
just as much as yourself

I don't approach you
for good reason
because I mess up
and you think
it's on purpose

not all I write
is about
revenge

I have no bad feelings
well, not anymore
because what we shared
wasn't all bad

I know I say one thing
and act out another
but how I cope
with sadness
is through anger

yes, it sounds crazy
maybe a little strange
but that is how I cope
that's how I keep
myself from
breaking
apart

not many understand me
only I truly know me

I know you get attached
but tearing our friendship up
just because I made up
with a friend of mine
who you dislike
why guilt trip?

you blocked me online
without a single warning
can't help but feel stupid
for re-connecting
with my old friend
because now you crossed a line
saying I stabbed you in the back
when all I did was make amends
because I couldn't hold a grudge

you say I betrayed you
but this isn't about loyalty
this is about your paranoid state
the one which truly scares me
I wish I knew what to do

if I can't be friends
with her
because of an old fight
that you both had
then why
have you
in my life?

I cherish you
I always have
but controlling
who I'm friends with
that is something
I can't understand

you said nothing
would ever come between us
well, I guess I was right
because something did

I haven't done you any harm
guilt tripping me was wrong

my friendships
don't affect your life
so why think
as if they do?