only said friends, friends who can't see each other like more than that term
only said friends, but friends don't go upstairs to try eachothers sweat or to inhale eachothers breathes.

as friends it worked out,
more than friends everything went down.

i wasn't 'round that time
when you experienced death
your head received the worst knock out
wanted to see you fast
but still i wasn't there then,
everything faded and didn't know a detail from it

i'm not begging you to come back,
but i am asking now
am i going to be able to see your eyes?
i'm not begging you to talk me back,
but i'm asking now
why you never say a thing about goodbye?

all my walls got fresh painted now,
but the stain of your presence it's the only thing that remains
i can't erase it, and instead wreckred all of them
i'm not begging now but,
please could you clean up the mess you made?

every inch of me, still know how you tasted
but now that you've gone,
the flavor it's acid,
it's not romantic as you tasted once.

with every muscle flexed around me,
with your head resting above me and
those naive hands beside me
i'm okay, never going to beg for it
again.