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 Apr 2013 Nat
Patricia Drake
I try to focus
on nothing
I try to block
the stream
of thoughts
and breathe
release all
just breathe
and focus
on letting go

I try this
repeatedly
but so far
I have failed
 Apr 2013 Nat
Patricia Drake
My problem with meditation
is not a lack of focus
my problem with meditation
is not a lack of visualisation
My problem with meditation
is not an inability to control breathing

My problem with meditation is rather
that the one focus I have
the only images I get
are of bodies, of heat, of heavy breathing
because I cannot close my eyes
without envisioning us.
 Apr 2013 Nat
Kate
Discintegration
 Apr 2013 Nat
Kate
My heart is too full.
Thoughts overflow;
the most painful spilling out of
the corners of my eyes.
A moment of release
but not nearly enough.
There's only so many times
that I can insist I'm Fine
before my smile fades and breaks
And the cracking of my voice
echoes the sound of my life
as it falls apart.
piece. by. piece.
And even with
my eyes leaking
my voice breaking
my cheeks fresh, raw pink
I'm still unseen.
I'm still me.
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