Heat dwelled in her eyes
It only came out when
She left him all alone
And stopped playing pretend

I like your nose
Your eyes are also cute
My pain is so minute
when you are in my vision
So much intuition
is given when I'm free
my chains are only broken
when your voice is spoken
See?..
You are actually
more gorgeous than the sun
and star shine combined
Your lips i long to kiss
Your love i long to find<3..

I used to have a god, His shoulders always freezing. I heard that they were warm and in your life they were appeasing. Iv never heard him speak, iv never felt his presence. Iv never seen his face, you say you'v felt his grace? so wonderfully described. I heard that with his essence people feel way more alive.

Jumping in the churches, Running round in circles. Confidence emerges when good fortune comes through worship..Or so it seems, luckily serene. Nothing there to pester you no demons wolves or fiends. God is watching over you from heavens you are seen. You give his building money so they have the funds to feed..a god fearing mind all the ******* that it needs.

I was raised a christian, told that id find joy if i had given god submission.
They said that if i prayed enough my holy dad would listen.. Right..
Sitting in the night, Hands together tight. I hope that you respond, maybe this time he might. Maybe ill see a sign, or my mind receive an answer. Time is passing by..my faith for you is cancer.

I see things clearly now, the rain has passed me by. I meditate alone, awaken my third eye. Become one with myself, no god inside my soul. The rain has passed me by..it drenched me in the cold.

With a kiss a soul absorbed
A touch completely healing
I told you all my faults
My scars i am revealing
I set my pain aside
You understand the feeling

Of being tossed aside
Like a shody tool
Or **** you had to hide
Descend a sloppy fool
For you had sent me down
A thousand flights of stairs
as i was unprepared when you said you didn't care

Blame revolving issues on foreign and ruling entities
fall in love again and my friend again is my enemy
I am not the same as i was
before you severed me
Knowing that when push comes to shove
you wont remember me
Guess i cannot fill in this void
with someones pleasantries..
You really don't belong
inside my deepest thoughts
My feelings are still strong
i hate that..

Level one hyenas,
Together in a pack.
Your pride is in the open,
Together they attack.
About 25..to 35..or more,
regardless of the winner someones death is soon in store.

You don't enjoy the pain,
So why cause it to others?
You know where all the same,
All sisters and brothers .
But still we hunt and ****,
Instead of love each other..

My days are often rapid.
Moving much to fast for me to counteract and catch it.
I-t being  joy of marrying my clarity,
Instead perpetuate the cycle of recycled savagery..

Level one hyenas,
Laughing after battle.
They captured all their prey,
But left the kinlings rattled.
To grow up on their own,
One day they'll have their moment.
Like cattle to us humans,
Meat is a main component.

A feeling from a crevice that you didn't know existed, the seed i planted resonated grew and then up lifted. It hungered so i watered it, quenched its thirst for food. You were the blazing sun that gave it light. I am soothed by your sight. Your love for me was crude, i exude no more fight. For the loss of your love meant the loss of my might...Sike^.^

Your mind is a mountain i wish i could climb
Your eyes are like water i wish i could drink
Your soul is so pure
No one set to taint it
Im given the chance
With pain I'm aquatinted

You were so cool though
I never thought id feel at home
Being left alone to suffer
Love was lost again
Start looking for another
To find that it is pointless
Searching for the one
Who puts you in the sky
To blaze just like the sun

You'll find your flame short-lived
You'll find that you are falling
Not deeper in love
To dirt where bugs are crawling
You hit the ground and live
Get up and can't walk
But still have love to give

Sit with broken legs, or maybe get some pegs
You'll have a better look
For turning females heads

Then you'll find the one
Then you'll find your lover
Just you your love and pegs
Dissolving in each other

The moon feels no jealousy,
Borrowing suns weaponry..
I wish my brothers would act the same..
Instead they look to crush you and take what you have gained,
Leave your legacy in tatters shattered as its maimed.
Forgetting what they'v done as they are basking in success..
Forgetting that they used to live in filth like all the rest..
Eating at my soul,
The constant griping pressure..
Of climbing up a hill,
To **** the king aggressor..
My brothers have all fallen,
Or maybe it just seems..
Like I'm the only one,
Who doesn't drink from streams..

Lift a spliff in heaven
smoke it in hell ;
Feast for days inside the moments
i wasnt expelled ;
From your presence
your love
The gift you give us all ;
my angel i have fallen
I cant get past the wall.

I had so much to say,
about the worlds decay.
Now i can walk by,
without batting an eye..

You let me fall away,
Like trees who shed their leaves..
In dirt left to decay,
My savior was the breeze..

Aiming for the stars
But cannot reach the trees
Trying to move mountains
But running from the bees
Tryna swim away
but i can't wade in water..
Tryna warn the sheep..
Before they all get slaughtered..

Used to see ****
on the roads
On the dark sides
Used to love to love
now i hate
Cuz my hearts fried
all i did was give
Gave to much
now im empty
Wanna be alone
not in love
Please dont temp me..

Swords swing with words, you feel it in the breeze. Penetrate your armor make you buckle at the knees. My heart was yours to please, you let it die with ease. Sword swung with words, i felt it in the breeze.

My days have gotten brighter, My skin has gotten stronger, My back has gotten lighter. My eyes have gotten wider. I see you over yonder, i want you by my side but the eyes never met on your heart and your mind.

I loved you so obnoxious blossoming petals
oh how blindly i focused
Eyes neglecting your thorns ;
it was easy to forget that i was worth quite the same
It was harder to remember from which door i had came
i would clutch you in my palms and hold you close to my nose
Now my hands have some holes ;
and my blood is exposed...

I loved you so obnoxious blossoming petals
oh how happy you made me
Whiffs of joy killed dispair ;
it was easy to forget that i was still on my own
No one actually there
no one entered my zone...
No one really has possession of others
this idea is alluding
Ties your heart in a knot
are these devils intruding
Were they always around ?
watching as i withstand
To push my face in the ground..

The love i shared with you truly felt like the most marvelous thing i would ever experience..Without that the world is black and white..
My thoughts are black as night,
Since then my heart has hardened,
As theirs no light in sight..

Lust can be disgusting,
Not looking at my mind.
But every piece of beauty in my flesh that you could find..

Spent his time gazing into space
depression has no weight nor a hight nor a face
Thinking of a place where he could nestle that was warm
growing quite familiar with his demons by the swarm
Invited them to eat with him as loneliness had grown
invited them to stay with him for empty was his home
Nothingness was common in the center of his flesh
issues were his homies bringing multitudes of stress
Feeling type inadequate among the happy folk
many saw these problems as a giggle or a joke.

In a situation where the troll under the bridge is armed, the riddle being difficult as a bomb to disarm. You wonder why your journey has lead you here to this place. Why do we exist who created the human race? No one has the answer, i really need to get by.

The troll accepts no money..he has a lazy eye. His beard hairs shaggy green..his eye looks at the sky. The other very focused..it stares me in the face. His frown is very mean..i feel so out of place. His blade tight in his hand..his eye still looks at space. I offered him a joint..He let me leave this place.

Im walking from the bridge, into the dragons lair. If i take its head at home a hero I'm declared. Brave the flames for honor, Brave the flames for money. I died to please my brothers, If only they had loved me.

Its hard to love an Enigma who was never there for you. When your soul is often starving but you can't forage for food your left alone. Faith is believing in hocus pocus for the self deceiving comfort that someone's watching you breathing.

No ones watching you **** air in despair, in your soul is everything meaning everything's there. Why feel alone, your alive here to thrive. synthesized uniquely with your own shuck and jive.

Allow your mind to be the fortress that you want it to be, from the top you look for demons who are longing to see. The inner workings of your masterpiece they'll want you to flee, as they tear the insides down as fee for hiding from the.

Even in your weaker moments, try to draw your blade, sharpen it and hone it. **** your demons with it you'll feel better than before, free from mental tyranny But FED screams never more.

Clear skies
straight out the woods
Birds will advocated for joy
its misunderstood

I dig deep
deep..
deep down inside
Pull out everything i felt for you and toss it aside

Watch my heart decompose
watch the sun rise again
Watch the leaves flutter down
wish to die yet again
Angels blessing my mind
devils clutching my spine
Iv been running forever
but their always behind
Air adorning the lands  
curse the gods for this grievance
As you slip through my hands..

Everybody's trying to be appealing
As heaven
As love
As money
As trust
As ***
Im stressed
This test
Of life
Has me
A mess

Is it selfish to long for what one needs
Id hate to be labled by lust
And greed

Am i stupid for falling in love again
It feels like it
I dont like it

You learn to not hold grudges for those who left you longing love
Only after going through the pain of being unrequited
Later you must act is if the hand behind the blade..
is unindicted
The love that remains inside your soul has not decided
If you should **** the rest of your feelings
I mean...their unrequited..

Used to scream when i got stabbed in the back
when their weren't many blades to show i had been attacked
Living for the future got me feeling ****** in the moment
looking back it seems as though iv been my toughest opponent
Love is often in my mind alike to swimming from sharks
overjoyed if you make it
But you'll most likely die
as the current is vicious
Where the predator thrives
am i ***** for staying
Where my strings aren't tied..
used to scream when i got stabbed in the back
Now i use the knives they left me for revenge i exact ;
a homie had once told me i should dig up two graves
When im getting one back
for the pain that they gave..

Never ******* about the lack of sunshine in the sky
never changed the way i walk to keep my sneakers dry
Often tried to change the lesser aspects of my self
failing miserably then straight secluding using stealth

Dreaming of a place where only i alone exist
running from the monkeys on my back i should resist
Eating quite abundantly until i cannot walk
screaming at the trees until i find i cannot talk

First world issues got your bundle in a knot
brothers being labeled by police and getting shot
Many are confused with the delusion in the plot
which keeps us separated so the fed can reap his crop..
Its not
Ok
It stops
Today
The "strong" will pay
The weak
Will say
No more..
show your insecurities the door
We need to build each other like we never have before..
i tell my brother everything his ego needs to hear
So we can push up forward with the ******* in the rear..
say hi ; to victory as weakness leaves your side
Get used to different company and bolster forth your stride..

P e o p l e  **** , pretend to care but never gave a *******

Babe ;
I don't call her that cuz she's not mine..

I came with tea and magic
you pushed them both aside
I brought you clouds and rainbows
so vibrant from the skys
you let them sit alone
so sorrowfully surprised
always inside my dome
nothing to help you rise
anchor inside your pocket
resulting in your demise
fire burning earths bottom
flames barely touching your soul
i hope that you can love me
maybe then i can be whole

Same cycle
same lack of love and feeling
Lack of self worth in my character revealing
chase you round in circles
Iv fallen many times
my face inside the mud
I taste the **** and grime
wipe the dirt off fast
And catch up to my love
my gorgeous gift from heaven
My blessing from above

Walls closing in as if their implementing tactics
Monkeys throwing wrenches which are typically sporadic  
Pulling each one out of my sloppy built machine
Thinking of my brothers
Misfortunes they have seen

But i am here
*******
Jealous
Annoyed

Somewhere a clip had jammed
Someplace stomachs devoid
Someone lost their fam
Some kids never had toys

My sisters all complaining
Ma..
you make chicken all the time
1st world problems
Will rob your senses blind

A feast!
To say the very least,
Grand ol fans fold eating from the beast..
But who is really eaten?
Who is not mistaken?
Who will soon awaken?
The eaten aren't alive,
Only the living thrive
To maybe open third eyes...orr
Maybe not.
Majority of people like aesthetics that are not...
Pleasing to me i wander sadly in my mind as I'm unable to see,
Whats enthralling about money that is far from your possession.
Deep inside the being of a monsters thick intestines..
Deep inside the mind of brothers leaving you to die..
I ponder as to why nobody hears my angry cry..
Is it not ferocious?
Still too softly spoken?
Why do you not feel it?
The muddle of erosion..
The lack of conscious thought..
It seems it is on purpose
But still i see your caught.
Your brothers lie to you
They aren't really happy..
Money isn't joy..
Tis a shiesty ploy,
To keep your spanned attention
Within their false direction..

Walk with me children ^.^
Ill show you how to live.
Without bravado talk and pride that money loves to give..

It seems that my depression is garbage at teaching lessons
no food in my digestion
My mind clouded in questions
while looking for the answers
Time was running by
she will not look my way
Until my time to die

My body feels like air
In large bodys of water
My mind feels like a rock
Inside a flock of sheep
My hands in dirt to reap
The seeds the ground did keep
I planted them so now
I rip them out the ground

Seedlings turn to trees
Light transforms to dark
I smell it in the breeze
Like couples on the ark
In large bodys of water
We sit light as the dark
I had you by my side
Destined for more than sharks
you jumped ship drowned and died
I watch them eat you up
I feel the heat inside

Its seems
that i
Am caught
in webs
That i
once thought
I cleared
before
They rear
their heads
They mock
they laugh
Im stuck
i cant
Get out
no more

I often tried to fly
Like Icarus i pummel toward the ground from the sky..

He picked his piece of heart up from the street
the one who broke it also had once made em feel complete
defeat ;
he swore to god that he would rise again
losing love for women , man , children , and his friends
pretend ;
that he wont overextend -
again ;
satan came close to unmend
his ends..
He sat along the side
piecing back together what was trust ;
his pride ;
the lies ;
they'v come to show you who is king again
life is like a circle
the cycle never ends -
No money is his pockets
he poured in her his soul
Only to be given
abundances of tolls..

Sometimes i don't belong in my skin
depression would have me aching while i held it within ;  
While wishing he had somebody
somebody who could destroy this
He let his sadness take over like how devils posses..

I really do belong in my skin
love would have me cursing at the heavens above
Many would **** their brother
like abel and cain ;
He'd show love to one another
the sisters the sons and mothers
Only way of escaping inescapable pain..

I wish i could belong in my skin
body cold like heavy snow all-though he's warmer within ;
While wishing he had somebody
somebody who he could cuddle
Somebody who'd help rebuttal devils talking to him;
he gave up.

If you were attacked by fire breathing dragons what would you do..?

All for one always did come before one for all,
If brothers fall theres more to go around..
If you go around you'll notice that you need more money to go around..
All for one before i decide if I'm ready to give all to some.
All for i so my kids can live well when i die.
All for me so i can see where the riches lie.
All forever mine as the people bend with brittle spines..

I hope no one else wakes up feeling dead i n s i d e

I feel numb
no one hears the beat of my drum
Ill dance alone until i find the place that i come ;
from
Annoyed
isn't love grand
That thing that you'v been searching for
killing grains of sand
Exploring different lands
to leave with empty hands
My grievances expand
my ship is undermanned
Im lacking words for you
inside a bottle crammed
No plans
no tools
Just aching in the sun
don't wanna catch your feelings
You toss them and ill **r u n

Drowning in aesthetics
Les poision left you blind
I see the river streaming
Your thirst is used to bind
For all are born with curses
Those needs you satisfy
The food you eat is worthless
Always unsatisfied
I love living for nothing  
I wish i had no needs..
Unable to relate..
To acts of selfish greed..

Always under siege,
my body and my mind.
Chakra has been blocked,
for long amounts of time.
Love is like the clouds,
Admired from afar.
Everyone sees something,
thats unlike what they are.

I learned when i ascended,
into the baron sky.
Expecting lots of clouds,
but none where flying by.
Without a cushioned seat,
i fall down and repeat.
The same recovery,
from past discovery..

Part of me should listen
wont take my own advice
I told you so from trees
their usually always right
I tried to purely give
without receiving much
Im weak
i cant
Go on without your touch
engulfed in your molasses
Your shiesty potent potion
hardens me in place
And drains me of emotion
nothing there to change
You do not want us to grow
ill take my bag of seeds
And find a place to sow

Love is a violation of my personal space , *******.

Ill Breathe in every toxin
Ill worry about your thoughts
On the battlefield a fox
Running as if chased by cops
I drink from the mainstream
Like all the other sheep
Keep my belongings close
Without them i will weep

I only attack in a pack
Strength resides in numbers when individuals slack
Im accepting gradually..that
I myself intact
Embody immorality
It sinks into my sanity
Spreads throughout my veins
I know this isn't right
But i am so disgusting...

Sike ^.^

Ill exhale every toxin without breathing them in
Ill push your thoughts aside
And let mine fly like wind
A giant on the battlefield
Running as if chased by cops
Are the warriors below
claiming they could **** a man
who's toes matched their ego size
drinking from the stream thats main has never been
very wise

The FED would tell you other wise
Stuff your mind with advertisements, Faulty news, and other lies
Tell you things that they say are important while our brothers die
Setting up the world for richer classes to stay glorified

Beauty in the flesh
solace in your soul
Exchange my love for yours
for yours will fill the hole
For years i hunted prey
but let em get away
My gullet would decay
lacking food for days ;

Nothing underneath the blazing sun is new to earth
devils told to follow me the day my moms gave birth
Disperse
a ***** gotta prove what he worth
Or end up like my brothers just another mothers curse.

I wish you had to have joy
Like how you have to slap kids on the wrist

Like how the sun has to rise
Like how the clouds have to ****

I wish that people could see
How pretty ugly could be..

I wish that people would grow
And let love nurture their souls..

suppost to be easy..
Suppost to be fun..

At first its like love
is luring you in..

As if its a trap..
it doesn't make sense..

Why can't we love
but keep all our sense..