Where did the child go?
The one I used to know,
He would talk real slow,
Always wanting to grow

He is gone
Like a fading song
On the breeze
between the trees

He is not under a rock
Nor beyond a casket lock
He is dead in my mind
It seems so very unkind

Innocence lost
A young Lifes cost
Caught in this ever changing place
Wandering hopeless... Not sure where to face

Then the voices strike
Shouting using my mental mic
"Your no good"
"You wish you could"

Try to run
Can't outrun the gun
it's the voices
Criticizing his choices

Beaten and ******
His feet all muddy
Fingers  broken back
His ribs about to crack

Innocent child
His spirit is wild
He refuses to be docile
For the longest while

The voices rise
to cause his demise
to crush the boy
Who cries for a toy

Bullied Into the dirt
His life so very short
A sliver still survives
Struggling hard to thrive

Into the darkness
Of The mind
There are voices
You will find

This ain't your
Sick evil war
Just run for the door
Is What I'm fighting for

I'll lay my life
On that knife
To save you strife

You are no royal
do not spoil
The throne we've given you
after all you have been through

Don't go back
She's a heart attack
she talks lots of smack

It's her pathetic choices
that gave you the voices
We'll down them out with noises

You are my friend
until the end
So don't be so stupid

They say nothing lasts forever
So I called you my nothing.
That didn't mean I stopped loving,
I just wanted us to be together.

But I was too late.
You didn't want to wait
You didn't want to stay
So I let you walk away

I didn't realize it would end like this
My emotions a complete mess
While watching you lie there
Not a sign of life left anywhere...

I have no more reason
To commit self treason

No more need for suicide
No need to split my skin so Very wide

I am broken
My insides breaking
My heart is tearing

You said you needed me
But I guess I wasn't who I ought to be.

You turned your back
Severed our friendship in one single hack

I loved you
You were my sister

You were my friend
But I forgot that I don't mean jack in the very end

I hope you are happy
And I'll wish you along
Because we both know I am too far gone

I'll stay here and wait
I'll wait till I fall
And all that is left is a memory
A memory on which you may never call

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I don't even want to know why.

Just leave so I can burn myself
So I can destroy myself
So I can recreate myself

Then I'll wear a fake smile
Around you awhile
Your new friends I'll beguile
Thinking through the ****** trial

A mark of blasphemy,
The founder of economy
A part of our society
A black part from inside of me

man did pray
for God to stay
and devil to go away

Sent Son down
to wear the crown
put the devil in the groun'

40 day
did not sway
what do you say?

thank you lord for sacrifice
purged from our unholy vice
his hand to stall the sharpened knife
that aims to end all good life

Im sorry mother,
Ive done you wrong
  I didnt listen to your song.

But why bother?
Wise old father,
  He knew this all along

Youngest sister,
I will miss her
  Many years I will be gone

Loyal dog,
Beware the frog
  And you shall not be wrong

Girl I care for
Run for the door
  I can not sing a love song

My dear brother
From another mother
  Stay away from the toxic ****

Good bye earth
Good bye sky
  Please forgive me and spin on

The three best cures for any issue
1. A good beer
2. A good nights sleep
3. A good laugh

Is only weird If it don't work

In the darkness I do tread
Is where I lay my tired head
Where I puke the lies I'm fed

They tried to fix me with a med
That sick pill taste like lead
Strapped me to a metal bed

Perhaps shock therapy instead
Hidden in a rotten shed
They did zap me til I's dead

Beat me
Bruise me
Bleed me
Save me

In the darkness
Painful cāress
My wounds I dress

Stand strong
All along
You aren't wrong

That's the bell
This must be hell
As they look down at meeee

Burn ***** burn
Take a **** turn
Hell cares not
You've been caught

Scalpel, dirk, or sword?
None are Sharper then the word
Standing alone
Among my blacked bones

No gas
Just ash
To fall from the sky
To choke the air from your lie

Welcome to my playground
We live here underground
Daring not to make a sound
Bones that are unbound
Skeletons from all around
Dead thoughts dead dreams
All the things that never seem

Welcome,  
we've been expecting you

Ill take a hundred years of hell I deserve then a year in paradise I didn't earn.

Insanity is the best policy.  They won't ever see it coming

It's in darkness that we find out true selves. But we have to make sure that it doesn't get tainted