we're not friends exactly,
not really --
but
we're not more
than that either.
there's an awkward inbetween.
you laugh at my jokes
like you care,
and sometimes
on the rare occasion
you text first --
which is just enough
to trap yourself
in my head.
whatever we are,
it isn't nothing.
but it's never
been right
to call it
something more.
and maybe
that's the worst part --
not the part
where i lose you,
but the part
where i
never really
have you
to call
mine.
whenever i can't write, i pick a random word from the words section on here and use it in any way possible. it helps.
date wrote: 27/6