I keep looking outside wondering when you will pull up,
Sitting in your car pondering your demons alone,
You don't want to share the load...
I understand more thank you know...
And I wish more than anything you would have leaned on someone to give you strength,
Breathe life back into your deadened soul...
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Accept the love that was shown...
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And now it's too late...
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To say goodbye...

I would banish all my ghosts
      banish all pain
            all shame
I would banish the night
      but then
             I might forget my name

over the phone
I forget all the damage
you've caused

some days I want to cry
why am I going through this

it's all my fault
it's all your fault

don't call me
I don't want to talk about nonsense

Taking pictures while you sleep
Leftovers on the table, strangers on TV
I'm bleeding from my ears
Sneaking out while you're asleep,
Cause you're my biggest fear