do you believe forever is real

every time I see your name
I'm convinced
forever is a lie

I didn't cryy
I can't process your lies

you gave me a good day
now all my nights are ruined

you won't hear me say a word
you won't find a happy ending

I am wrong
I don't care
I won't take the blame

sorry
I have no apologies

every bad thing you said about yourself
was true

you've bought me soap
all summer long

you make me feel safe
make me feel sane

I don't think
there's any feeling better than this

felt like the
right place
right time

a decision
I made that I won't regret
for the first time ever

you're the only person
I can look in the eyes

you're the only one
I can lean my head on your shoulder

never could find my place
so different now

caught up
why look behind me
when I can find you next to me

spending all my days at home

I forgot constellations exist

why'd you leave

I can feel myself go dark

I think I want to be alone

see you in my dreams

wiped away my tears

why am I always sad when someone leaves me

they should be crying

not me

you didn't even tell your real name
what a shame
I have to leave

crawling inside your bones
I have no where else to go

tear drops
on your hands

it's nice to see you're still alive
will you ever let me hold you

die alone
I won't die with you

thinking about confessing my sins
find a pure soul

I'll leave
if you tell me to go

there's nothing more
you only told me sad stories

let me read
when you were young and happy

at the end of the day
you don't deserve me
I don't deserve him

you're gone
not even two months have passed

will you really disappear
just like everyone else

I should stop loving
I should stop falling
for boys like you

I can't do this again

I still want to do all the things we said

don't you go
without saying goodbye

you're dying
and this love inside me is blossoming

we do not write poetry
we write mirrors
which are held up
to curious faces
who read
looking for their
own reflections