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eileen Aug 2021
I never thought I'd meet the moon
I can see you in my dreams
you change everyday
somehow you stay the same

I might cry if you ever come back
I might cry if you don't

why did you push me away
all it did
was make me stay

my stomach in knots
you should take the blame

you faded away
slowly
slowly

I can admit

I don't love you anymore
I don't miss you anymore

I just remember you
I remember
eileen Aug 2021
now I see
we're so uneven

said you love me

but you didn't

string of lies
the cobwebs are glued to my skin
can't wash you off

I'm still there

don't look back
one more time

there was room for us to grow
I had to jump out the window

don't ever forget my name
carry it with you

I guess you never liked me

did you not want to learn
something you would forget
eileen Aug 2021
once I love you
you're my god

I've never
met someone
so perfect
flawless

you're the faith
I'm looking for

you're the light
at the end of the tunnel

you're the answer to my prayers

devoted to
this love

no one can change my mind

I'm yours
I'm yours

save me
please save me

I'll sacrifice
everything
eileen Aug 2021
where do you go
where do I go

when I'm all alone
when I'm with you

there's nothing for me here
thought I'd be a better man
I lied
I don't want to change

if I go
you know
where I go

if I know
you don't

if you know
I won't tell

teach me
how to stay

I want to leave
again
and again

no one says my name
I miss you so much

now I'm so sad
now I'm so sad
now I'm so sad
now I'm so sad


I don't want to be alone
I don't want to be alone
I don't want to be alone
I don't want to be alone

leave me alone
leave me alone
eileen Aug 2021
cried myself awake
crying, waking up

another dream
another bad dream
strangers
strange places
haunting me

fading away
fading away
fading away
fading away
fading away
fading away
fading away
fading away

I can't look away
I can't look away

what did you do to me
what does it do to me
eileen Aug 2021
you couldn't hold my hand
making plans
we will never watch the horror movie

I don't even know who you are
I reached the end

the butterflies
only give me
stomachaches

I keep you locked inside
don't try and crawl out
I hate it when you're loud

walking across my mind
why don't you walk out
following days
too much rain

there was no one
but you

love can turn someone so cruel
I become a big fool
eileen Aug 2021
my words are not like yours

can I wake you up?

you tell a sad story
everyone wants a hug

the stars don't cry
I can't catch the shadows in the corner of my eye

will you turn the lights off

is it late enough

I want to ask you everything

saying nothing
feels so safe

I'll die with all my secrets

one day I'll leave it
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