there are dozens of reasons
of staying in this season
for choosing this decision
for not breaking this tension
but when hurting hurts
but when loving stops
calm your heart
touch your palm
is it hot
is it not
what you wanted
what you painted
embrace the whys
don't just ever lie
you just loved someone
who you think is right
who you think will might
not sure yet
but that is how you felt
now you question every why
now you can't even say bye

xo

both on a quest
i don't want to guess
you cling to me so much
i miss this love as much
i like how you get my hand
cuddling
nibbling
feeling
climbing
this is such a rollercoaster
that laugh
that hug
that kiss
that need
that want
that look
that
dot
dot
dot
continue please

xo

i imagine you are seeing the same
i imagine if you are thinking the same
are we in the same
are we insane
do you think i know your name
just to know this is lame
i wonder
but have you ever
wander
how
why
am i
writing so much
because i like you so much
all at once
just now
i realize

replies
shown
reactions
overlooked
are you dumb
not to see
why are you so late
for me to think
this is fate
click bait
i know mate
you are just there
but not sure
if you mean
everything you say
and do
so please
even if it's late
come to me
as early as it may
could it be
you and me
once again

xo

unfair
i can't tell
if you care
i just fell
would you bear
losing me
i think of free
you never even dare
you just get
but never share
let's count
i'll start to three
but we can't end in
we

xo

all we do is fight
but everyday is a sight
what to fright
hold on to His might
what power you got
lies on your heart
and mind
hold on to each other
pray for each other
love each other
smile for each other
for this is not the end
this is forever
our peace
our world
our life

xo

come now
are you done
love now
are you having fun
change now
can we do it again
fill me up

xo

those glances i am aware
those chances i wish to be anywhere
within these pursed lips
within these secret smiles
inside jokes i assume
inside fluttering i want to consume
are you messing around with me
are you feeling something already
please say yes and please say let's go
cause this sun is so bright
i am getting hot already
i wanna see this so might
i am feeling we are ready
but for a show
but for sure
not yet clear
for both
we know ours
i feel you miss it too
love why
love bye
love hello
love
over
oh
er
l

xoxo

i was drawn
and i was that torn
i swear a word
that will never fold
no one can claim
how pain can change
people
and how it can make you
believe on some
believe on few
believe totally
only you
coz you deserve
to be loved
write that on stone
like a stone
hard
bad
it will be

it was very fast
leaving traces
leaving lines
of memories
of moments
but eventually
it will fade away
you are the pilot
i am the passenger
it was abrupt
i was drawn and corrupt
wishing i could just jump
right off
right now
not sure if this is my ride
not sure if we are meant
to feel
to me
to you
to be
on the same sky
on the same high
on the same time
actually
all honesty
i just wish you are mine
just for awhile
or if you decide
to be forever by my side

xoxo

those simple questions
why are you letting these assumptions
rule over all satisfactions
these everything and everyday
makes me think this can be and may
lighten every impact you have
brighten every dark mishaps
in the past
hope this last
not to end fast
all i really think
not to be gone in a blink
hey mister
don't just glitter
stay and make this better
or else i'll leave forever

the moment i touch it
it ignites to something
i thought i was done
but getting back was fun
those songs bring back
never did it lack
i miss the beat
i remember those vividly
i miss the meet
i remember those terribly
the sly smile
the secret laugh
the movie we watch
the moment we touch
you lean
you cling on
hey love
we are together
i am not dreaming
we are flying
or we escaping

are you comfortable
are you enjoyable
is this doable
the conspiracy is fooling
me
us
we
thus
okay
bye