Words bolted down
Life ******* down
Like Jesus on the cross
Except this body is meant to die
She wasn't supposed to be here

You are a dead to me
You dumb, naive soul
You don't know me
I see through you like glass
I'm made of steel
You can't get in

Like i said many times before
I'm done
Everyone acts like they know me
It turns out
They know absolutely nothing

People telling me
Day after day
Stop this
Stop that
Shut up you're not worthy
I'm sorry
I'll just shut the **** up
I try with my whole being
To think i'm worthy of love
I was wrong
**** it, I'm done

Feeling numb
From a cut
So amazing
Comforting blade
Keeps me alive
When i feel like dying

Why would you want to leave?
I'm bleeding
I'm breaking
You slowly fading memories
I want you to stay
Where i'm safe with you

Flashbacks
Feel like
A thousand needles in my heart
Lost all communication
Thousand needles *******
My dark world
Relived
Feels like a thousand needles
In my heart