Love you baby
Laying by the pool
My hands in his
Sharing a drink
Smiling and laughing
Don't want this to end
Let's stay frozen in time
So you never suddenly
Realize that you don't want to be with me

I would've died for us
You realize
I would've jumped off a cliff for us
Spoke too late
Now you're gone

Empty handed
Secrets have slipped away
Out of my hands
Now i'm empty handed
With words i can't take back
Empty handed
With my guilt and shame

Jeans getting looser
Shirt falling off my shoulders
Skinny equals fragile
Have someone worry
They might break me
Stuck in a world
Where my secrets lie
Secrets are hidden
Like quicksand
You can't get out
My mind stuck
My soul drowning
Murphy disappeared
ED has the rope
His evil hands loosen his grip
Almost falling
Almost drowning
Begging him to stop
Tighten his grip
No use have to obey him
Or i drown
In the quicksand of life

Heart weak
Body emaciated
Can't stop
Need to feel numb
Need to feel empty
Empty and numb
Is what i crave

Weakness of my body
Weakness of my heart
Love has disappeared
Love of my life
Ran away faster
Than i could say
"I love you"

Feel like a fake
When people have it way worse
I can't cope with life
When their doing just fine
Feel undeserving of my issues