Hello! Just want to write my appreciation to Stray Kids! I'm a Stay since 2022, year when I was diagnosed with CKD. It was Stray Kids' music who really help me a lot especially during treatment when everything ache so bad and when at night I am so anxious, their music save me, for real.

Bang chan, thank you for finding stays
Lee Know, thank you for always reminding me to eat healthy even if I don't want to
Changbin, thank you for keeping reminding me to take care my body
Hyunjin, thank you for showing how beautiful life is
Felix, thank you for just being a ball of sunshine
Han, thank you for reminding me that you can always go back when you got lost
Seungmin, thank you for always singing your heart out
I.N., thank you for always showing I deserve a love that is not toxic

I know this note is long and cheesy, but I just really love Stray Kids

You really make me stay

**thank you ALLSKZPH for the "ETERNAL STAY" tag :) **

hello! i hope u can help me manifest to claim this wish. i've been trying to find donor and money for my kidney transplant but life ***** for me.

How r u all? It's been a while. I'm still fighting over my chronic illness, work and stressed about everything. Keep your sunshine lovely 🖤

It's been a while. :) I was busy doing everything for a kidney transplant while undergoing a dialysis treatment. But life *****, my donor is not qualified to donate so I'm stuck and helpless.

If know one haven't checked on you lately, let me do the honor, how are you? Long time no see. It's been a while and I hope u are doing great. Have a lovely day ♡♡

i am still disappointed with the result of philippine election. the new president won by spreading fake news and disinformation.  promised "unity" but doesn't have any platform and the biggest red flag, a TAX EVADER

See you again after my 24th

hello there! i missed you all. Happy Thanksgiving! I hope that u are having a great day

I've been thinking, if someone wanted to commit suicide, let them. It is something that they have think of, that they have chosen from the choices they have. Let them die if they want. And you are not accountable for the loss, neither them.

I'm not promoting suicide, I'm not also telling you to do it, but out of all the choice you have, why will you choose it?

Hi all, I know this is such a hard time for all of us due to COVID-19. Anxiety is high, I know, but, please check your mental health and be healthy I guess.
Don't forget to wash your hands as well!

You are my best decision. No regrets. I love us. ❤

I'm back with my anxiety..

Apparently, I really wanted to cry right now and I doe really have this reason why. All I want is to let these tears fall. Wierd right?

Apparently, I started to my first job, and working gives you different emotions every day that sometimes to much to handle for you. But I realized, whatever situation you are caught up, there is always a reason smile, even the smallest things can be a reason to smile and of course, you, yourself must also be a source of happiness. :)
Anyways, I feel that I am late. AGAIN

Many people think that ****** harassment is just putting your d*ck on someone else but that's not it. ****** harassment is happening every day, everywhere. When someone's looking and talking to you in a way that makes you feel uncomfortable. Touching you in parts that makes you uneased. ****** harassment happens not only with girls but also with boys and our friends in LGBTQ Community are experiencing ****** harassment. If you are a victim of ****** harassment, don't hesitate to speak because many people are out there to help you. :)

Lately, I can't focus on writing my poems. It's just, I have all the ideas, thoughts and topics on my mind and when I start to write it, I don't know how I'm going to proceed. My words become blur and my mind doesn't coordinate with my hands leaving most of my writings hanging in the air.

It is crazy, to name the voices in your head that always kills you at 2AM.  They are maybe my demons, but they are still me, a part of me that I wish someday will be gone. Forever.

Hi there! Probably you noticed that my reference here are characters from some of YA Novels. Actually these are SOME of my long list favorite YA novels. These books have seriously discussed mental illness and issues. And I can spend a whole day for you just to talk about these books —Just prepare a coffe and pasta for me <3
Hey, mind to share your favorite YA Novels, I'm actually looking for a new books to read :)

I'm just done reading the manga "Yamato Nadeshiko"  for the 4th time (Yamato Nadeshiko was my favorite manga and anime as well.) On Chapter 74: That Dreamy First Love, Sunako Nakahara and Kyohei Takano say that "LOVE IS AN ILLUSION" and I was really caught on that phrase so I expound it based on Sunako and Kyohei characters and point of view about "LoV3".
Anyways, I believe in love and I'm a hopeless romantic.

Sometimes, words are not enough to tell what we really feel and most words doesn't fit to the emotions we are holding.

Have you ever see yourself as a bubble. Because most of tht time, I see myself as a bubble.
Living and floating freely then,you will POP! because the pressure on you was too much to handle. You will disappear,  leaving your space so empty. But, people around you will not cry because you are a bubble after all, when you POP! You make everyone happy.

Ever since, it is a question to me why we can't have everything we want eventhough we show effort still we can't have it, while some get it so easy. But if we get things so easily, I think this world is so boring, no thrill  and not exciting.

Okay, this was the longest piece I posted so far ( I actually have long poems but I found it so boring) and I loved because I used to share with you the secret of Dandelions. I really loved how it represents the three celestial bodies. I remember the time I have a Dandelion in my hand I really said in my mind: "What the ****, the universe is in my hand!" Lols.
P.S. I really wished that the next time you saw a Dandelion, you will not see it as a ordinary flower but a beautiful celestial being.

Disclaimer: "Millennial Fever" is a term I come up with on how Anxiety and Depression became so common in this generation. With every post we read in our social media accounts can overwhelmed our feelings and trigger our emotions. I'm not saying that "Fever" and "Anxiety and Depression" has the same level of illness and treatment, the commonality is what I'm talking about. But, if you still feel that it is inappropriate or the whole poem, please tell me and I can delete this. Thank you. :)

I hate cringey poems. Poems that talk too much about love and affection is not my forte and not fan of it and yet, I really made one?!I still don't know how did I wrote this 3 years ago. I didn't even remember who I am talking with this. Hey self, who's guy did you fling for this cringey poem? Lols. :P