I feel like
We could invent telepathy
Just by breathing each other's air late at night
A twin but not
A clone but better
We both like to read
We both love the perks of being a wallflower
I want to give you the sun
You want to give me the moon
I really like space (as in galaxies)
And you want to explore it
Both of us watch anime
We both like breakfast for dinner
And maybe lunch too
Same shows we watch
We could invent telepathy
Isn’t that what this is
You to me are an anxiolytic  
A calm
Yin and a yang
Dark and light
Black and white
Two people who coincidentally met
We could invent telepathy.

You want space
Or time
That what he said
So I gave him space and time
He took that time and space
And found someone else
I never know what do when someone ask for space from me
How long to wait
Before I accept the hint
If during this time its worth only speaking to you
Only thinking of you
And only dreaming of you
Cause it been only a day and I've cried enough tears to drown myself in a tub
I slept enough hours to call it a coma
And I've been out my room twice all day
I keep thinking of the last time we hugged is it going to be the last time I see your perfect face
If the last time I spent the night Is the last time i'll be able to kiss you
And that night was perfect to me
I was just so happy to be there with you
We drank and watched tangled
We smoked ****
I remember how good you look when smoke comes out your mouth
You taught me how to play pool and let me win twice
Then you let me fall asleep in your arms and sleep past 6
You are absolutely perfect to me
In everyway
I hope we can do that again
I hope we can kiss again
I hope you wont forget about the way i feel about you with all this space
Goodnight my love

My
Heart
Aches
For
You.

I want nothing to ******* do with you

There is alot of things i dont know
Like how to spell synonym
How to change a spark plug
How i feel about you
And how you feel about me

Ive change alot since December
Been through alot since December
And you really dont even know any of that
Even though you were sorta apart of it
In the fall and winter i was deeply invested in you
I hurt myself thinking too much about you

Five months passed since we last talked
And i dont know why we talked again
I dont know why i responded to you
I think there will alway be a miniscule part of me
That likes you
Theres a reason i get nervous when we talk
Why when i see your snapchat name show up at the top of my phone screen
I get so happy
But when i think about it
I feel like throwing up
Like i dont want to feel this way
Just the thought of it makes me sick  
And i think it because im not sure how i really feel cause i dont know how you really feel
Part of me scared to ask
Part of me knows the answer
Part of me get a touch sad
All of me gets disappointed in myself

Hey how are you
Are you good
How's work
Oh yeah I love you
Can you tell me something
I look in between the pages
The past for clues like a puzzle
Its 2019
How's yours going
Oh that's good
I hope you're doing well at work
But I kind of hate your job
Why does it feel as of you're leaving me in 2018
Have you gave up
If so just tell me
I would love to see you
But I cant because I'm last years news
Just text me please
Please
Erasto
Please dont give up on me
Please
Please don't break my heart
Please  
I never stopped trying
To keep you
I never stopped loving you
Please dont hurt me
Please erasto please
Dont do this