eating grapes at the side of a road
don't know where i'm going
but i'm not going home

speeding down the highway of life
i'm kind of maybe ok
but nothing's quite alright

whistling through the bushes at 180 degrees
don't know what i'm doing
but i can feel the breeze

this is what it feels like to live inside my mind
no one questions your actions
they all just act blind

my heart broke
tore into two
when you said
we'd be better soon

when you said
we could be friends
my heart was destroyed
is this the end?

the end of us
and all that i've known
since april of last year
it was all blown

blown up in my face
as though it was fine
i contuned to be happy
anything to pass the time

but it hurts the more i think
of what we once were
the memories and songs replay
but they're only a blur

i'll move on eventually
that's what my friends say
stay here, hold on
it'll be better one day

but to me it won't be
and never ever will
i love you ya idiot
even now still

i threw the ring to someone else
i found it, did i tell you?
it wouldn't have mattered anyway
you would've felt the same too

but as one part of my life ends
another must begin
college is awful and boring and ****
but i have hope within

hope you will be better
hope i will too
and maybe one day
i'll finally forgive you

every single night
day by day
you hold onto me
want me to stay

i stay and agree that
it was a mistake
i say i'll never again
but i have an ache

deep inside my body
it's a thing that you know
something you'll never find
it keeps you on your toes

but there's something
that i've never said
no words i come out with
can truly comprehend

that i'm short of temper
short of patience
short are all the memories
short of all the time we're wasting

short is everything we did
happy times with you and me
they're not many of which i can count
far and wide and few in-between